Finals
Today i received some disturbing news. and it has me thinking about how far we will go just to fill our needs, weather they be financial, sexual, or nutritional. I have seen so many stories about people doing things because they felt they had to do it. I am watching the people around me make selfish acts for one reason or another, just doing what ever they want with out thinking about the consequences. Is this our childish nature or as we become adults do we quit caring for others feelings? Maybe its from person to person, last week I did something that I knew would hurt another person but since that person had hurt me I just didn't care anymore. I do not like that feeling that I knowingly did something to hurt someone else, but a piece of me was glad I did it. Finally I had the courage to say FUCK IT, I did what I wanted, and I got what I wanted.
I am losing my hope in people. I am completely disgusted with one friend, and the other I do not trust. They have made some choices that I do not find desirable in a person.
"Your character is judged by the company you keep."
I strongly agree with this quote, and I will be backing away from these people. Their actions are speaking for them and I do not want to get caught in their personal conflicts. I am not angry anymore, I just understand that I can not keep these people close to me.
I hate the fact that I question my safety with people.
I trusted you. I do not anymore.
I am losing my hope in people. I am completely disgusted with one friend, and the other I do not trust. They have made some choices that I do not find desirable in a person.
"Your character is judged by the company you keep."
I strongly agree with this quote, and I will be backing away from these people. Their actions are speaking for them and I do not want to get caught in their personal conflicts. I am not angry anymore, I just understand that I can not keep these people close to me.
I hate the fact that I question my safety with people.
I trusted you. I do not anymore.