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MUSIC! so i spent most of my day downloading music, after class of corse but I did download a whole bunch! I am so excited that I am comming home for Spring Break in 4 days and I am so so ready! I really hope that it is fun for me and not filled with any drama that I don't want! i am excited to hang out with friends though! Lately I haven't exactly been doing that great, I keep haing dreams about things I don't wanna think about and it effects my entire day. I only went out on Friday, on Sat my mom and Grandma came up to visit and I couldn't have been happier! I stayed the night with them in the hotel and it was a lot of fun! Sometimes it is really hard to stop myself from thinking about what I don't have anymore and it hurts. I was gonna call you yesterday Matt, just to see whats up but I didn't know if you were busy or what not, I figured you were since you weren't online. It snowed again unfortunately! I am so tired of snow, I really dislike it unless we get a snow day, haha! I am so ready for summer, I want to have as much fun as I can. Mostly that is what I have been trying to concentrate on the little things that we look over that make us happy in the day, therefore I don't have to look ahead and worry about it! I deffinately am greatful for the antidepressants because they make it so much easier! I really hope they keep this thing up for like ever, because I am so gonna read these when I get older! haha! Alright now I am like talking to myself and rambling on, but it does feel better to get all this stuff off of my chest when I write on here!
~KIM~
~KIM~