Changing
Its been awhile since I checked lj, but good god, is everyone having a terrible time? Geez. And attempting to read between the lines isnt easy. Ack. I hvae been having fun, THe Brave One is pretty good, a little slow, a little emotional, but all in all a good change from kill everyone type of movies. Its Saturday and I am bored.... I looked up habitat for Humanity and even if noone else does, I am so building some house in Bowling Green or Louisville whenever I turn eighteen.
I hate how we are considered kids and we need our adults for EVERYTHING until we turn eighteen. Seriously, I can take care of myself, with kids growing up so fast maybe they should give us a few more priviledges, like voting, driving, and being able to be by ourselves at 16. But then again I look at freshman, and think no way. Also, I was way too immature at 16. Some people are still too immature.
Anyways, I want to start volunteering for stuff, not only cause it looks good on a college application, but because I would like to make a difference, and I realized that already I can do any work asked of me, I know some about everything from construction to agriculture. I am not an ag kid, but a farm kid. Also, I think it would be fun to meet so many new people, and also it would make for some great stories and experiences. And I would get out of Grayson County.
This year is going pretty good, but as soon as I cliam that I am not dating people start asking me out or have a crush on me. Normally I would like to date some of these people, but now I dont think I want to. I am having too much fun and I dont want to fuck up my life with girls again. Everytime I am in a relationship, looking for a relationship, or doing anything but not dating, I am not happy. So thats it, noo dating.
Its better this way and I can hang out with my friends more.
That doesnt mean I dont love ya'll though.
I hate how we are considered kids and we need our adults for EVERYTHING until we turn eighteen. Seriously, I can take care of myself, with kids growing up so fast maybe they should give us a few more priviledges, like voting, driving, and being able to be by ourselves at 16. But then again I look at freshman, and think no way. Also, I was way too immature at 16. Some people are still too immature.
Anyways, I want to start volunteering for stuff, not only cause it looks good on a college application, but because I would like to make a difference, and I realized that already I can do any work asked of me, I know some about everything from construction to agriculture. I am not an ag kid, but a farm kid. Also, I think it would be fun to meet so many new people, and also it would make for some great stories and experiences. And I would get out of Grayson County.
This year is going pretty good, but as soon as I cliam that I am not dating people start asking me out or have a crush on me. Normally I would like to date some of these people, but now I dont think I want to. I am having too much fun and I dont want to fuck up my life with girls again. Everytime I am in a relationship, looking for a relationship, or doing anything but not dating, I am not happy. So thats it, noo dating.
Its better this way and I can hang out with my friends more.
That doesnt mean I dont love ya'll though.