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worked today. fun stuff. not really, but whatever. at least i found out that my district manager loves me. well, i kinda already knew it...but i didn't know exactly how much she did until yesterday. um, i think it's just a matter of time until i can get promoted. which is good, and bad. good cos i'll only have to work one job. bad cos...well, it would be closing a chapter in my life that i feel like is still unfinished. but what is left to finish, really?
tonight was the first night of classes. advanced algebra. fun stuff. not really, but ya know. i HATE taking night classes...but it's the only time i could squeeze this one in. besides...would i really want to go to a math class EVERY DAY? no. we started off with some basic equations that totally felt like a cakewalk...but then we moved on to harder ones and it totally made me feel stupid. well, not really stupid...but just rusty. i haven't taken a math class in like, five years...so i'm a bit out of practice. hopefully it'll all start coming back to me once i start doing it more.
tomorrow i have econ and i'm gonna try to add a statistic class. i REALLY hope i get in to it...otherwise i'm taking an 8am tues/thurs class for nothing. well, not really nothing, cos i have to take it...but i could have just figured out another time to take it...one that wasn't so early in the morning.
got my baby back today. they did SUCH a good job fixing her. she's so beautiful now. it felt good to be back in her drivers seat. fuck rental cars.
*sigh* i felt like i had a knife in my chest last night. seeing pictures of the two of them together was like being killed over and over again. i mean, i know it shouldn't bother me...but it does nonetheless. it's just...i don't know. i'm trying really hard not to be bitter about certain things now...but it's hard not to. see the happy, smiling, picture perfect couple...blah. it makes me want to vomit. and i can't help but be slightly angry...like, wow...yr so happy now. you got everything you wanted out of this whole situation...you finally got him to act like he cares. i don't know...it just makes me feel so...used.
but whatever...i suppose i did it to myself. and after giving lia and nicole such shit for being nothing but dumb beezies when it comes to guys...i find myself being nothing but a dumb beezy when it comes to her.
hah.
tonight was the first night of classes. advanced algebra. fun stuff. not really, but ya know. i HATE taking night classes...but it's the only time i could squeeze this one in. besides...would i really want to go to a math class EVERY DAY? no. we started off with some basic equations that totally felt like a cakewalk...but then we moved on to harder ones and it totally made me feel stupid. well, not really stupid...but just rusty. i haven't taken a math class in like, five years...so i'm a bit out of practice. hopefully it'll all start coming back to me once i start doing it more.
tomorrow i have econ and i'm gonna try to add a statistic class. i REALLY hope i get in to it...otherwise i'm taking an 8am tues/thurs class for nothing. well, not really nothing, cos i have to take it...but i could have just figured out another time to take it...one that wasn't so early in the morning.
got my baby back today. they did SUCH a good job fixing her. she's so beautiful now. it felt good to be back in her drivers seat. fuck rental cars.
*sigh* i felt like i had a knife in my chest last night. seeing pictures of the two of them together was like being killed over and over again. i mean, i know it shouldn't bother me...but it does nonetheless. it's just...i don't know. i'm trying really hard not to be bitter about certain things now...but it's hard not to. see the happy, smiling, picture perfect couple...blah. it makes me want to vomit. and i can't help but be slightly angry...like, wow...yr so happy now. you got everything you wanted out of this whole situation...you finally got him to act like he cares. i don't know...it just makes me feel so...used.
but whatever...i suppose i did it to myself. and after giving lia and nicole such shit for being nothing but dumb beezies when it comes to guys...i find myself being nothing but a dumb beezy when it comes to her.
hah.