there is something really wrong with me.
i really am a tool.
i was on my break and walking by barnes and noble when i saw the nicole ritche book on the new arrivals table. this made me very excited. i read the jacket notes and thumbed thru it a bit. and then i contemplated actually buying it. it was 30% off (new release plus my mom's frequent buyer discount card) so it's not like i would pay full price for it. is it totally wrong that i want to buy it? it feels dirty. like, it's a shameful purchase. like buying porn. ha.
i think it's totally sickening that i'm having a mini heartattack cos myspace is down and i won't be able to check it until the morning. yes, i'll probably lose a few minutes of sleep over this. it isn't so much that i'm freaking out cos i can't check it...but i have messages that i can't retrive on it. no one i know sends "real" e-mail anymore. they send myspace messages. so in a sense, it's like i can't check my e-mail until the morning...which sucks.
why am i such a loser???
i was on my break and walking by barnes and noble when i saw the nicole ritche book on the new arrivals table. this made me very excited. i read the jacket notes and thumbed thru it a bit. and then i contemplated actually buying it. it was 30% off (new release plus my mom's frequent buyer discount card) so it's not like i would pay full price for it. is it totally wrong that i want to buy it? it feels dirty. like, it's a shameful purchase. like buying porn. ha.
i think it's totally sickening that i'm having a mini heartattack cos myspace is down and i won't be able to check it until the morning. yes, i'll probably lose a few minutes of sleep over this. it isn't so much that i'm freaking out cos i can't check it...but i have messages that i can't retrive on it. no one i know sends "real" e-mail anymore. they send myspace messages. so in a sense, it's like i can't check my e-mail until the morning...which sucks.
why am i such a loser???