greetings from another planet...
i've totally neglected my journal...and that makes me sad.
not really...but still.
i have been working a shitload of shifts at work. i am exhausted...but its not so bad. if i wasn't working, what would i be doing? nothing. so i might as well keep busy and make money. the only shitty thing is getting off so late. but even that isn't so bad. i'm doing well, money-wise. after only a week i've banked $800...and that's not counting the little i've spent and my hourly. so, it's rad. and i like the job a lot, so far. it doesn't hurt that a couple of the trainers are hot. heh. they asked me to become a trainer and i said no. i decided that i DON'T want to be anything but a stupid worker bee at this job. i've always become a manager or something similar in all of my other jobs and i've always gotten dragged into the muck and had to deal with so much shit and i don't want to do that again. i want to be accountable to no one but myself. just want to go in, make money, go home.
on another note...it's weird how people pop back into yr life at the most random times. people you literally thought you would never see or hear from ever again. people who just vanished. there was this girl that i thought i was totally in love with (maybe i was, maybe i wasn't...who knows) when i was 19 (she was older, 27) and she totally disappered from my life. i was sad for the longest time (try 4 years) over it and always wondered what had happened to her. seriously...this was some montel williams what ever happened to you crazy shit. one night i was totally bored and fucking around on myspace (yes, it is the devil) and i found her. at first i was scared to message her cos i wasn't sure if she'd remember me. but finally, brian convinced me to do it. she totally remembered me (i didn't really expect her to not...we had this weird connection that i knew she'd remember). so we're gonna meet up for dinner and drinks. i'm really nervous. like, i was convinced that this girl was the ONE for the longest time (and no...i don't think everyone is the ONE...just this girl and the last one). not that i actually expect anything to happen...too much time has passed. but it's just gonna be weird to see someone after so long. someone who meant so much. it's just crazy.
anyhoo...i need to get some sleep. brunch with kasey tomorrow and it's gonna be early. well, early for me. ha.
not really...but still.
i have been working a shitload of shifts at work. i am exhausted...but its not so bad. if i wasn't working, what would i be doing? nothing. so i might as well keep busy and make money. the only shitty thing is getting off so late. but even that isn't so bad. i'm doing well, money-wise. after only a week i've banked $800...and that's not counting the little i've spent and my hourly. so, it's rad. and i like the job a lot, so far. it doesn't hurt that a couple of the trainers are hot. heh. they asked me to become a trainer and i said no. i decided that i DON'T want to be anything but a stupid worker bee at this job. i've always become a manager or something similar in all of my other jobs and i've always gotten dragged into the muck and had to deal with so much shit and i don't want to do that again. i want to be accountable to no one but myself. just want to go in, make money, go home.
on another note...it's weird how people pop back into yr life at the most random times. people you literally thought you would never see or hear from ever again. people who just vanished. there was this girl that i thought i was totally in love with (maybe i was, maybe i wasn't...who knows) when i was 19 (she was older, 27) and she totally disappered from my life. i was sad for the longest time (try 4 years) over it and always wondered what had happened to her. seriously...this was some montel williams what ever happened to you crazy shit. one night i was totally bored and fucking around on myspace (yes, it is the devil) and i found her. at first i was scared to message her cos i wasn't sure if she'd remember me. but finally, brian convinced me to do it. she totally remembered me (i didn't really expect her to not...we had this weird connection that i knew she'd remember). so we're gonna meet up for dinner and drinks. i'm really nervous. like, i was convinced that this girl was the ONE for the longest time (and no...i don't think everyone is the ONE...just this girl and the last one). not that i actually expect anything to happen...too much time has passed. but it's just gonna be weird to see someone after so long. someone who meant so much. it's just crazy.
anyhoo...i need to get some sleep. brunch with kasey tomorrow and it's gonna be early. well, early for me. ha.