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So I thought I would delete my journal. But I have absolutely no self control and decided not to delete it. It kind of sucks that livejournal gives you like 30 days to decide whether you want to keep it deleted or not. So I guess I'm back. Oh and I deletd my myspace. It's been approximately a week that I haven't had it. It's really hard and I'm very proud of myself for deleting it.
Not much has been going on lately. Things have been really slow. Actually they have been depressingly slow. I've mostly been sleeping and hanging out with the few people that actually care that I'm alive. SeeJay and I saw Fantastic Four the other night. I love it when he calls me out of no where and just loves to hang out whenever. He called me today and wanted me to run arrends with him but I couldn't go. I tried to call him like an hour ago but his dad picked up and I got scared and hung up haha. Im lame sometimes. I know. Brook and I went to Comic-con and the other day. haha I don't know like anything about comics, we mostly just went for people watching and the free stuff. I haven't seen Shelby in like 3 weeks, she doesn't seem to care at all. And when I call her it just makes me upset about how much she doesn't care. And I have no clue whats going on with Ryan and I, he's in New York right now and I haven't talked to him for like ever. He doesn't answer my calls. whatebervebver'l;k I kind of gave up on him.
I hung out with Amy and Miranda today. That was nice. We went swimming in the rain and went to look at the houses that are being built on the hill above Helix. It's wierd how much its changed since the last time I went on the hill. The houses are huge. One of them actually has a movie theater in it. Is that really necessary?
There's only about 20 more days of summer. I actually want school to start. I like being on a schedule and actually having something to do everyday. It kind of blows when your summer is just filled with sitting around and waiting for something to happen. LaMesa is dumb and hot. I hate it.
I'm seeing LeTigre in a couple of days at Soma with Brook. My dad bought me a ticket since he lives like a block away from M-Theory. His birthday is this Saturday and he's having a party at his house. I don't know what to get him.
I had a weird dream the other night that It was my first day at collage and I didn;t know where to get my scedual and I was scared and all of my dorm-mate people told me just not to go. and Then I end up failing all of my classes and everyone laughs at me. I never really think that dreams mean anything but I think my dreams are just showing how I feel. My sisters are going to collage in abo ut a month. I'm going to miss Lauren alot. She's like really funny and is always there for me. I have a lot of fun with her. Jennifer is going to SDSU and I'm not that close to her so I don't think it will really matter that much. But I'll still miss them.
I feel like going to the beach andddd sleeping and drinking ice tea. Sorry about the long post.
Not much has been going on lately. Things have been really slow. Actually they have been depressingly slow. I've mostly been sleeping and hanging out with the few people that actually care that I'm alive. SeeJay and I saw Fantastic Four the other night. I love it when he calls me out of no where and just loves to hang out whenever. He called me today and wanted me to run arrends with him but I couldn't go. I tried to call him like an hour ago but his dad picked up and I got scared and hung up haha. Im lame sometimes. I know. Brook and I went to Comic-con and the other day. haha I don't know like anything about comics, we mostly just went for people watching and the free stuff. I haven't seen Shelby in like 3 weeks, she doesn't seem to care at all. And when I call her it just makes me upset about how much she doesn't care. And I have no clue whats going on with Ryan and I, he's in New York right now and I haven't talked to him for like ever. He doesn't answer my calls. whatebervebver'l;k I kind of gave up on him.
I hung out with Amy and Miranda today. That was nice. We went swimming in the rain and went to look at the houses that are being built on the hill above Helix. It's wierd how much its changed since the last time I went on the hill. The houses are huge. One of them actually has a movie theater in it. Is that really necessary?
There's only about 20 more days of summer. I actually want school to start. I like being on a schedule and actually having something to do everyday. It kind of blows when your summer is just filled with sitting around and waiting for something to happen. LaMesa is dumb and hot. I hate it.
I'm seeing LeTigre in a couple of days at Soma with Brook. My dad bought me a ticket since he lives like a block away from M-Theory. His birthday is this Saturday and he's having a party at his house. I don't know what to get him.
I had a weird dream the other night that It was my first day at collage and I didn;t know where to get my scedual and I was scared and all of my dorm-mate people told me just not to go. and Then I end up failing all of my classes and everyone laughs at me. I never really think that dreams mean anything but I think my dreams are just showing how I feel. My sisters are going to collage in abo ut a month. I'm going to miss Lauren alot. She's like really funny and is always there for me. I have a lot of fun with her. Jennifer is going to SDSU and I'm not that close to her so I don't think it will really matter that much. But I'll still miss them.
I feel like going to the beach andddd sleeping and drinking ice tea. Sorry about the long post.