May 25, 2006 16:28
* fanfare sounds *
Yes, I have returned.
But unlike John Hurt in the film Alien, I have no parasitic monster inside me, waiting to eat your brains oot o your heid.
No.
Today I bring with me joy and happiness.
And im not even sure why.
As im sure most of you know, I have spent the last coupla days gutting my house. I think it was long overdue, and my house finally looks tidy.
Things seem to be goin great elsewhere too. Even though ive not been out "socializing" or, as Peel tells his mum, "networking", im not exactly climbing the walls. Ive been smiling a lot more, and laughing and having a good laugh doing daft things.
Last week was epic in comparison, but im not worried that im missing anything. I guess im just happy sitting laughing at daft jokes, or making silly posters. Any sense of urgency in my life has disappeared. I dont think it takes a rocket scientist to work out why, but im glad im happy again, and smiling. I dont have the same want for attention that I had before, because im getting it from the places that I need it from the most.
Its my birthday soon. We're havin a barbecue. Im lookin forward to it more than anything else in the world.
The sun is shining. Im happy. My belly is full of food, and my head is full of nonsense.
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