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i feel really stupid right now.
i always head into these types of situations with the best intentions, but they never turn out even close to how i'd hoped.
i suppose this is why i am incredibly terrified of dating anymore. who knows if i will ever feel "normal" about these things ever again. probably not, and i guess the way i keep falling for what seems to be the "wrong" people isn't helping things.
new york is really awesome though. the drive up here was amazing and beautiful(as usual), i wish that i could just have a relationship with natural beauty. it would work out so much better!
i always head into these types of situations with the best intentions, but they never turn out even close to how i'd hoped.
i suppose this is why i am incredibly terrified of dating anymore. who knows if i will ever feel "normal" about these things ever again. probably not, and i guess the way i keep falling for what seems to be the "wrong" people isn't helping things.
new york is really awesome though. the drive up here was amazing and beautiful(as usual), i wish that i could just have a relationship with natural beauty. it would work out so much better!