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Jan 10, 2006 08:34

I just woke up at about 8 and had the weirdest night so I thought that I would share.

I had this super bizarre dream that someone that I used to be close with died in some type of accident. I went to the funeral and stuff but it was like I was the secret widow or something. Like I didn't really talk to anyone about going, I just showed up and quietly sat in the back but when we went up for final good-byes at the end the family hands me some stuff and asks if there was anything else that I wanted of theirs. (names have been omitted so that "the person" doesn't think that I want them dead.)

I was just really weird. And then in another part, Dustin was standing outside this beach house that we were staying in and right up against the house was a dock into the ocean and he was standing there chumming sharks. I was a little freaked (didn't want him to fall in) and told him to be careful.

Next I went upstairs and looked in the trash and found some letters that originally were in a sealed envelope in the box of stuff that the family had given me. The letters had been opened (clearly Dustin) and I had been avoiding doing it because I sorta felt like the stuff wasn't mine. So then I read the letters and started mourning the loss and all night I just dreamed about reading the letters (which were nothing really, like grocery lists and homework and stuff) and attending the funeral.

So, anyone care to translate? I have been having really lucid dreams lately. The other night I had a conversation with someone that I haven't seen since sophomore year in high school (in my dream of course). What does it all mean??? :-p
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