Your Eyes (10/15)
Title: Your Eyes (10/15)
Author: fumiyo92
Pairings: Kyumin (main), Yewook, Haehyuk
Rating: PG-15
Genre: Romance, angst
Beta: mlss_he
Summary: Cho Kyuhyun is an heir of a Cho family, the respected and powerful family, until one day he met with Lee Sungmin, an ordinary young man who could change his life.
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Sungmin POV
I open my eyes, I can feel an arms encircling around my waist and my head on someone chest. I know it’s Kyuhyun from his smell. I don’t remember going to bed yesterday, I fell asleep after crying on Kyuhyun arms, maybe Kyuhyun carry me here. I buried my face on his chest once again, inhaling his scent deeply and close my eyes, sleeping.
The second time I open my eyes, he was not on the bed, but then I can hear the door opened. “You’re awake?” he said, I just nodded my head. I hear he walk closer and put something on the night stand. “Are you okay now?” he asked, again I just nodded my head. He sit next to me and kiss my forehead, “I made a breakfast for you”
“I’m not hungry” I said.
“I made porridge, so you don’t have to chew it and I don’t like it when you said that you are not hungry, you skipped dinner yesterday”
I don’t want him to be mad, so I eat the porridge. After I finished, he take the bowl from me, he hold my hands and said, “Today, I will go with Donghae-hyung. Eunhyuk-hyung will accompany you when I go, so you don’t have to worry being alone”
“When will you go?”
“When Donghae-hyung come, and I will go just for a few hour”
Kyuhyun POV
I can see sadness on his eyes; actually I don’t want to leave him like this. But, I have to go. “If you don’t want me to go, I can stay” I said.
“No, Kyu, you don’t have to take care of me all the time. I know you want to go out for a while” he said. Hearing him say something like that make me feel that I just want to go to avoiding him. So, I held him, he buried his face on my chest.
“Shh… don’t say like that, I just go for a while, okay. I’ll come back as soon as possible. And I go not because that I don’t want to take care of you, because I do want it, Minnie. So, don’t think about that again”
“Thank you, Kyu. I just don’t want to be alone again”
“You have me, you are not gonna be alone anymore”
The bell ring, “Do you want to come with me or stay here?” I ask him.
“I’ll go with you” he said.
I help him got up from the bed and lead him to the door. When I open the door, “Hi, Kyu” Eunhyuk-hyung said, he held Sungmin’s other hands and shoved me outside, “Just go already, Donghae waiting for you on the car”
“Okay, I’ll go” I said, kissed Sungmin.
I go to the car and seeing Donghae-hyung is already on the driver seat and already started the machine, I got in the passenger seat and he said, “Are you sure you want to do this, Kyu?”
“I’m sure, hyung. Is he at home?”
“Yes”
“Let’s go then.” And we drive away from my house.
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His house is big, hehe, but not as big as mine. And it has a homey feeling. After Donghae-hyung parked the car on the garage we come in.
“I’m home” he said.
“Oh, Donghae, you’re home already?” Someone was walking from the kitchen; she is a beautiful woman, with her black hair, a couple of black eyes and a motherly face. “Who is he?”
“He is Kyuhyun. Sungmin-hyung’s boyfriend”
“Ahh… annyeong, Kyuhyun-ssi. My name is Yoona, I’m Sungmin and Donghae mother” she said as she bowed her body, so I bow back. She straightens her body and said, “If you are confused, I know everything about this family. Donghae tell me about it before I’m married to his father. And I think I know what make you come here, you want to talk to my husband, right?”
“Yes, is he at home?”
“Yes, he is, I’ll call him” She walk away from us but on the mid way, she stopped and turn her body, “Kyuhyun-ssi, can I ask you a favor?”
“Yes”
“Can you change his mind, we tried every time but we failed. I want Sungmin to happy”
“Yes, I’ll try my best” she goes upstairs, leaving me and Donghae-hyung on the hallway.
“Come” Donghae-hyung said as he lead me to the living room, we sat there, waiting.
After ten minutes, Yoona-ssi come with a middle age man, I know that he is Sungmin’s father. He sits in front of me and looks at me closely.
“Annyeong haseyo, my name is Kyuhyun” I said.
“Oh, Kyuhyun-ssi. Annyeong, my name is Eunjaek. I’m Donghae’s father” he said and then look at Donghae,“Who is he, Donghae? Is he your boyfriend?”
“Ah… No, he is my friend; he comes here to talk to you, appa”
“What do you want to talk with me, boy?”
“It’s about your son”
“My son? Donghae?”
“No, your other son” I said, looking straight to him, he looks confused, “Sungmin” I added.
“He’s not my son. I only have one son and he is sit next to you” he said coldly.
“Sorry for being rude, Sir. I don’t ask you to let Sungmin live with you again because he is live with me now, but please… can you at least let him know that you don’t blame him anymore”
“When I said that I already forgive him? I lost my wife; Donghae lost his mother because of him! I love her very much! Do you know what it’s like to know that the one you love is died!? HAH! TELL ME! DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT’S FEEL LIKE! TO LOST YOUR WIFE AND THE ONE WHO CAN GIVE YOU HAPPINESS! YOU ARE CAN’T HEAR HER VOICE AGAIN, CAN’T FEEL HER TOUCH, CAN’T-“
“DO YOU KNOW THAT SUNGMIN FEEL THE SAME AS YOU FEEL?” I snapped, this man got my nerves. He looks shocked. “Do you think that he isn’t sad? He lost his mother, the one he love. He blames himself for his mother death until now”
“My wife died because of him, of course he blame himself. I will never forgive him for what he had done to my wife” this person is so stubborn. ‘Calm, Kyu, calm, this is for Sungmin. You have to keep calm’ I inhale deeply and started again.
“Do you ever think what it feels like to lose your mother and being chased away by your father? Didn’t have someone to cheer you up when you are sad? Do you ever think about it? He is your son. Do you ever think what would your wife said when she know that you chased her son away? That you didn’t take care of him? Don’t you think that her death would be useless?” he stunned, maybe this will make him want to meet Sungmin and stop blaming him for his wife death. “Please… stop blaming him” I said. I got up from my seat and bow, “Please…” I straighten my body and said, “I’ll take my leave, sorry for being rude, Eunjaek-ssi, Yoona-ssi, Donghae-hyung” I said and I walk out of that house.
Normal POV
After Kyuhyun walk out from his house, Donghae got up from his seat and said, “You have to listen to him, Appa. Sungmin-hyung suffered too much, and you are the key to his happiness” he said and leaves the house. When he approaching his car, Kyuhyun already there. They got into the car and leaving the house.
“Do you think that can make him change his mind?” Kyuhyun asked.
“I hope so. He is too stubborn, but I have a feeling that he and Sungmin-hyung will make up”
***
Two days after that, they -Sungmin, Kyuhyun, Donghae, and Eunhyuk-go to Ilsan. There’s still no news from Sungmin’s father, and Sungmin still didn’t know about it yet because they don’t want to tell him just to make him hopping and sad again. They arrived in Ilsan at night, so they decided to go the grave in the morning. They go to a hotel and rented 2 rooms.
At Kyumin’s room
When they got to their room, Sungmin yawned, so Kyuhyun led Sungmin to the bed. “You want to take a bath first or sleep?”
“(Yawn)… ‘m tired…” he said as he laid himself on the bed, sleeping. Kyuhyun kiss his forehead and go to the bathroom. After a while he come out and joining Sungmin and pulled him closer.
At Eunhae’s room
When they got to their room, Eunhyuk cell phone rang. “You take a bath first, I’ll join you after this” he said. Donghae go to the bathroom and take a bath, after a while, Eunhyuk come. “Who?” Donghae asked.
“Who’s ‘who’?” Eunhyuk asked.
“Who is calling you?”
“You will know tomorrow” Eunhyuk said, “So? Are we gonna take a bath or….”
“I have an interesting idea” Donghae said as he begun to kiss Eunhyuk passionately.
“Pervert!” Donghae just chuckled and continued kissing him.
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The next morning, they check out from the hotel and go to the grave yard. When they come, the grave is so quiet. Donnghae led them to his mothre’s grave.
“We’re here” he said. Kyuhyun help Sungmin to kneel in front of the grave and the he kneel beside him.
Sungmin POV
“Um…” I don’t know what to say. Kyuhyun squeezed my hand as if assuring me to continue, “I’m sorry, I don’t come earlier...” I tell her everything, how much I’m sorry for making her like this; I know Donghae and Kyuhyun will be mad at me because I blame myself again. But, I have to tell her how sorry I am.
I hear 3 sets of footsteps approaching us, and then someone stop beside me. A hand put on my shoulder, I look up at that person and Kyuhyun help me up. I look at Kyuhyun and said, “Thank you” then to the one beside me. That person pulled me into a tight hug. Then something hit me, the smell seems familiar, but that can’t be…
“Appa…?” I asked.
“Yes” he said.
“Appa…. Appa…” my eyes watering and tears rolled on my check. Appa hugged me, he hugged me. Appa… do you know how much I missed you? How much I missed your hug?
A few minutes before
Eunjaek POV
We arrived at the graveyard, I walk to the one grave of my deceased wife and they are there. I approached them and kneeling beside Sungmin. I put my hand on his shoulder, he look up but his eyes were blank. Someone beside him, who I remember as Kyuhyun, help him up. “Thank you” his voice is different. ‘Of course, he is 12 when you chased him away’ a voice inside me said. He look at me, again his eyes were blank. I pulled him into a tight hug. He stays still at first, not talking or rejecting my hug.
“Appa…?” he asked.
“Yes” I answer him. He sees me earlier and why he doesn’t know that it is me?
“Appa…. Appa…” he kept repeating my name. Oh God, what do I do?
“I’m sorry Sungmin. I was blinded with my sadness that day; I don’t know what I’m doing that day. I’m sorry…” I said. He buried his face on my chest, crying.
“No…*sob* appa, because of me *sob* umma is-“ oh God, because of me, he blame himself. God, please forgive me…
“No. Sungmin, it’s not your fault. Don’t blame yourself. I’m sorry I blame you; it’s not your fault. I’m sorry, forgive me…” I hug him tighter. I reassured him that it’s not his fault, that It’s nobody fault. It was God’s fate. After a while he seems to calm. We go to the neared restaurant to talk.
Normal POV
They approached at the restaurant. They gathered in one table. Kyuhyun sits next to Sungmin, Donghae sits next to Eunhyuk. Eunjaek, Yoona and her daughter sits in front of them.
“Um… Sungmin-ah” Yoona said. Sungmin look at the place he think where Yoona is.
“Yes” he said.
“Ah annyeong, I know you still don’t know about me” she said. “My name is Yoona, I’m your appa’s wife” she said.
“Annyeong, Yoona-ssi” he said.
“And she is my daughter, Sulli” she said, putting her hand on Sulli’s shoulder.
Sulli bow his body and said, “Annyeong haseyo oppa, my name is Sulli. I’m 9 years old”
“Annyeong Sulli-ah” he said.
“How are you, Sungmin?” Eunjaek asked.
“I’m fine, appa”
They talked about everything until their order come, they begun to eat. After eating, they talked again. When they are talking animatedly, Sungmin tugged Kyuhyun sleeve, “Yes, Minnie?”
“Kyu, I want to go to the toilet” he said.
“Oh, okay” he stand up and help Sungmin up, “Please excused us” he said and they walk away.
“What happened to him?” Sulli asked.
“Eh?” Yoona and Eunjaek said.
“Hm, he is old enough to go to the toilet by himself, but he still needs Kyuhyun-ssi to help him to the toilet. And he didn’t look at my eyes when he talk to me” she said.
“What happened to him, Donghae?” Eunjaek said.
“He got into an accident a few months ago; he is blind” Eunjaek and Yoona’s eyes widened, “so he needs help whenever he go to a new place” Donghae explained. “But, he didn’t want to be treated differently”
After Donghae said that, Sungmin and Kyuhyun come back. They didn’t talk about Sungmin’s blindness because they afraid that Sungmin will feel offended. Its afternoon already, they decide to go home, no, not to Seoul because they still tired, so they go to Donghae’s old house in Ilsan. Sungmin’s father knows about his relationship with Kyuhyun and he didn’t have a problem with that, as long as Kyuhyun can take care of Sungmin and make him happy.
When they arrived at the house, the sky already dark, Yoona, Sulli, and Eunhyuk making dinner in the kitchen; Sungmin, Donghae, Kyuhyun and Eunjaek are chatting in the living room. And then Kyuhyun cell phone rang, it’s from Ryeowook.
“Hello, hyung”
“Kyu, your parents are back from Venice, they want to meet you. It’s important!”
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okay, i know it's been a long time since i update it .
sigh... i have a lot of things that i have to do .
so, sorry about that .
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