Please… Look At Me (7/11)
Title: Please… Look At Me (7/11)
Author: fumiyo92
Pairings: KyuMin, JunhoxSunkyu
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance, angst
Summary: Born as a boy make Sungmin never feel his mother loved because of he looks like his father. Until one day he accidently meet Kyuhyun and he feel something different with him, he was in love… but what will happened if Kyuhyun love Sunkyu, his twin. Will Kyuhyun love him back? What will happen if he meet his father?
Warning: Twins Sungmin & Sunkyu, Older Kyuhyun
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Kyuhyun POV
“Sungmin… we’re home...” I try to wake him up but he didn’t budge at all, I get out of my car and open the passenger door. I try to wake him up again but he still asleep. He must be really tired… giving up, I carry him inside and go upstairs to his room. I laying him on his bed and stretching my arms. I look at his sleeping face and then something rushed on my body again, did I really love him? I don’t want him to be sad, I want him to be happy forever. Is that had to do with love?
I don’t know why but seeing him like this make me want to kiss him, and I can’t stop my body! It moves on its own. My face was a centimeter apart from his; I look at his lips make the urge to kiss him more powerful. Control yourself, Kyuhyun!! What if he wake up and seeing your position like this!! He surely will be mad!! I move my face and slowly kiss his forehead. After a few minutes, I pull away and I lie down on the sofa and fell asleep. At least I kiss his forehead! Such a nice start, Kyuhyun!!
Sunkyu POV
“Where are you going, Sunkyu?” her mother ask after she saw her daughter was about to go out from their house.
“I have to go to school, umma. There something that I have to do” I said, trying to control my emotion. After what happen yesterday, I don’t know how to face my mother anymore. I lost my respect for her. After she treating Junho like that, I don’t know if I can still consider her as my mother or not.
“You’re not going to that school anymore. I move you to Daejin High School” she said calmly.
Daejin High School? Is that all-girls school? What about my school? I’m a senior now, it will be hard to move when you are on senior grade… beside I don’t want to be separate with Junho… “U-umma! I don’t want to move… please umma… please… just this time…”
“No, Sunkyu… it is my choice. You have to move! I don’t want you to see him again; I’ll drive you to your school and pick you up when you go home”
Why she’s like this? I know she want what the best for me but I don’t love Kyuhyun-oppa… I love Junho… why she can’t understand that? Why she can’t let me decide my own love? I would never be happy if I’m married with Kyuhyun-oppa…
“Umma! You can’t be like this! This is my life, let me choose who will be my husband!” I lose my control and yell at her. “I’ll go to school! Wherever you like it or not!” I was about to go out when she hold my wrist tightly.
“I’m your mother!! I’ll decide who you will spend your life with!! Go to your room!!” she drags me inside and pointed at my room.
“I don’t want to!!” she push me upstairs but I stay still, push her back and run off but she hold my hand tightly and turn me around. “Let me go, umma!!”
“No!! You will not go anywhere!!” I keep struggling trying to get out from her grasp. I have to go quickly… Junho is waiting for me… “Sunkyu!! Don’t make me do something that I don’t want to!!” I keep struggling but then she push me hard, “You are the one who make me do this, Sunkyu” she extended her arms, ready to slap me… I close my eyes, waiting for the pain to come.
Normal POV
“Don’t do this umma…” Sungmin said as he held his mother arms, “She is you child… you can’t do that to your own child…”
“Let go of me!!” she said while trying to get her arms out from Sungmin’s hold.
“I won’t let it go until you promise not to slap her” he said, trying to defend his sister. His mother stops struggling and look at him, with hate on her eyes.
“What did you say?” she chuckled, “Who are you anyway? You just a stranger! Don’t interfere our life because it’s not your business!!!”
He let his hand fall on his side, Sunkyu gasp when she hear that. “Umma!” she cried.
“What Sunkyu? He’s not my child! He is HIS child, not mine! You are my child, my only child!”
Sungmin POV
Why is umma like that? I know she hate me but I don’t know that she will say something like this. It hurts… so much… why can’t she understand that? I’m her child… wherever she likes it or not… I’m on his womb for 9 months along with Sunkyu. Why she can’t treat me like she did to Sunkyu? I’m her own flesh. Is it because I’m a boy? If I can choose I don’t want to be a boy if she didn’t want it…
I feel my tears welling on my eyes; I look down trying to hide my face from them. I don’t want them seeing me like this, I don’t want umma know how much her words can affect me. But the tears won’t stop, it keep flowing on my cheek. I don’t want to be here anymore… I don’t want to!! I turn around and run off but then I bump into someone. I know it was Kyuhyun from his smell; I buried my face on his chest as he hugs me tight. Please… take me away from here… I don’t want to be here anymore…
Kyuhyun POV
I hug him tight, seeing him like this make my heart shattered. “How could you say something like that? He is her child wherever she like it or not!” I shouted at her.
“He’s not! He is HIS child! Look at him, he look exactly like that man!”
I feel more tears come from Sungmin’s eyes as he buried deeper on my chest, I hug him tighter try to ease his pain. “It’s not his choice what he will look like. Why can’t you understand your children feeling? You put Sungmin aside because he looks exactly like his father and you force Sunkyu to do whatever you want. Why can’t you just give them happiness?”
“Are you teaching me how to treating my child? You should be happy because I trust Sunkyu to you not to that man!”
“I’m sorry Mrs. Lee… but I can’t marry you child. I love someone else” I said and leaving while hugging the crying Sungmin on my arms.
“Oppa… wait!!” I stopped and turn around, Sunkyu bow at her mother and followed us, walking out of the house.
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We go to the garage and got in to my car, “Oppa… I’ll be leaving” Sunkyu said to me while I help her brother to get in to the car.
“Leaving? Where?” I said, suddenly feeling protective towards her. I don’t want her to leave not now… not when Sungmin need her as the only family who care about him.
“I have a promise with Junho… I bet he is waiting for me at school”
“I’ll drive you there, okay” she looks at me unsure. I smile at her, trying to reassure her, finally she nodded her head and then got into the car.
On our way to school was really quiet except some sob from Sungmin. He looks so fragile, leaning his head on the window with tears rolling on his cheek. I just want to hug him and stop his pain. After a view minutes, we arrive at school. “Thank you, oppa…” Sunkyu said and get out from my car. When I was about to drive away, I see Junho leaning on the wall, waiting for his girlfriend to come. I hope they will find their happiness.
We got to my house 15 minutes later. Sungmin keep clinging to me from the garage until we got inside. We meet my mother on our way to my house. “What happen?” she ask when she saw Sungmin clinging to me and crying.
“I’ll tell you later, mom. But is it okay if Sungmin stay here for a little while? Maybe with Sunkyu too if she want to” knowing that something had happen, she nodded her head. We go to my room and I lead him to my bed. We sit on my bed and I was about to pull him away but he buried his head deeper and hug me tighter. “Sungmin…” I whispered, trying to get some attention from him, “Sungmin… listen to me… its okay if you want to cry… you can cry until you can’t cry anymore… I will be here for you…” he crying harder. I know it’s hard for him, for 17 years in his life he never feel his mother love.
“I-I don’t wa-want to go h-home” he said between his sobs, clutching the back of my shirt tightly, “I-I don’t w-want to meet u-umma a-anymore…”
“You won’t. I will do anything as long as you are happy, Sungmin”
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Sunkyu POV
“What?” he look surprised when I told him about what happen earlier at my house. “She is so evil you know?” I nodded my head. He looks at me closely, “So… what will we do now?”
“I don’t want to be moved to another school, Junho… I don’t want to be separated with you” I said and he hug me.
“I don’t want it too, Sunkyu…” he whispered. We stay like that until after a few minutes, I got an idea, a crazy one but it just the only way for us to be together.
“Junho… Let’s get away from here?” he pulls me away from him and look at me confusedly.
“What do you mean, Sunkyu”
“Take me away with you, Junho… I don’t want to come back to my house and got separated with you”
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