Feb 18, 2002 04:16
once again it has become apparant to me that nobody in this world is to be trusted. All you people wonder why i have such a hard time trusting you and when shit like this happens it reminds me. leanne i wanna thank you for opening my eyes yet again. All you did was lie to me. It was saturday night you were telling me that it was all in the past and that your feelings were with me. then yesterday you have some guy call me tellin me u dont wanna go out nemore. funny that the call came from nick's house. yeah you dont like him at all huh. heh. funny funny shit. and then as if it couldnt just end right there, people call my cell phone 20 times all from stephs and nicks number or whatever. real mature. well fuck that. fuck all of you. i knew that i shouldnt have trusted you, and why i did i still dont know. but thanks to all of you i'll never trust anyone again. i cant believe that i let you do this to me. it doesnt really matter though i guess. if you wanna live fucked up lives and lie to people, thats your fuckin business and i wont have anything to do with it. i no longer want anything to do with any of you.
and its also funny that as soon as i start to fall for you leanne that you fuck me over. bullshit bullshit bullshit. hah.......
fuck it i'm out