Your a fucking asshole....
Alright, so quick update...
*school still sucks, but hey semester is already over half done..woot woot
*trying to transfer to another law school prolly in chi-town...i was thinking IU at Bloomington but now, no reason to be way down in Indiana....
*went to chi-town for a bridal party/bachlorette party. Way to much fun. Eating good food, first time in a gay bar, slow dancing w/ a cutie to frank sinatra, sex toy store (i felt way to much at home), sangria, getting lost and kicked out of a house, seeing theresa and deb drunk and dancing...WHOA...and did a lot of shopping on MI avenue..not to mention good ole piano bars...my fav;)
*went to KY to see someone. All i gotta say about that is that i never would have thought id ever see some of those debators in such rare form. Laughed way to hard. Ate way to much. Lost another piece of my heart...but got the closure that ive been needing, not to mention finally i have a biggest regret...and i know who my real friends are and who isnt...
*i have become obsessed w/ sunday night tv. It used to be a simpons, king of hill, 40s and quality time night but now its all about girl time. Extreme Homemakeover, Deseparate Housewives and Grey's Anatomy. I absolutely am in love w/ Grey's Anatomy. I plan my weekend around watching that show, b/c its just that good. So if you dont watch it...do it. And if you do, then you know what im talking about...
*i think i should become a spokeswoman for panera bread...i eat there all the fucking time
*there is something about my mom, she just must be able to sense when Im having a bad day, week, month or in this case, year. Whenever that moment comes when Im at my breaking point, packing up my stuff to leave this place, I open my mail or get a phone call from her. Telling me how much they all love me and support me. Which is just what i need. My grandpa is also big on this. Except he knows me almost to well. He knows what is bothering me and can bring tears to my eyes just by pointing to his heart and then mine, telling me to protect it. Whenever I want to break down he does this and then smiles, gives me a big hug and tells me not to forget the 3 Cs. Which really are what keep me going day in and day out.
-the point is, last night i walked into my apt, arms loaded w/ bags, anger filling my soul and i grabbed my mail and stomped upstairs. When I opened my mail there was a v-day card from my mom w/ a panera bread gc. All it said was to feel the love from my family that surrounds me everyday, itll never change or leave. At that moment that was the best thing anyone could have said or done...
*i go thru these stages in my life, where I am really happy, angry, sad, or just relaxed. My moods are shaped by the music i am listening too. Currently its back to Linkin Park and Saliva...so you all know what that means...
*next weekend....skiing and indoor water park. OMG i am so excited....
*school still sucks, but hey semester is already over half done..woot woot
*trying to transfer to another law school prolly in chi-town...i was thinking IU at Bloomington but now, no reason to be way down in Indiana....
*went to chi-town for a bridal party/bachlorette party. Way to much fun. Eating good food, first time in a gay bar, slow dancing w/ a cutie to frank sinatra, sex toy store (i felt way to much at home), sangria, getting lost and kicked out of a house, seeing theresa and deb drunk and dancing...WHOA...and did a lot of shopping on MI avenue..not to mention good ole piano bars...my fav;)
*went to KY to see someone. All i gotta say about that is that i never would have thought id ever see some of those debators in such rare form. Laughed way to hard. Ate way to much. Lost another piece of my heart...but got the closure that ive been needing, not to mention finally i have a biggest regret...and i know who my real friends are and who isnt...
*i have become obsessed w/ sunday night tv. It used to be a simpons, king of hill, 40s and quality time night but now its all about girl time. Extreme Homemakeover, Deseparate Housewives and Grey's Anatomy. I absolutely am in love w/ Grey's Anatomy. I plan my weekend around watching that show, b/c its just that good. So if you dont watch it...do it. And if you do, then you know what im talking about...
*i think i should become a spokeswoman for panera bread...i eat there all the fucking time
*there is something about my mom, she just must be able to sense when Im having a bad day, week, month or in this case, year. Whenever that moment comes when Im at my breaking point, packing up my stuff to leave this place, I open my mail or get a phone call from her. Telling me how much they all love me and support me. Which is just what i need. My grandpa is also big on this. Except he knows me almost to well. He knows what is bothering me and can bring tears to my eyes just by pointing to his heart and then mine, telling me to protect it. Whenever I want to break down he does this and then smiles, gives me a big hug and tells me not to forget the 3 Cs. Which really are what keep me going day in and day out.
-the point is, last night i walked into my apt, arms loaded w/ bags, anger filling my soul and i grabbed my mail and stomped upstairs. When I opened my mail there was a v-day card from my mom w/ a panera bread gc. All it said was to feel the love from my family that surrounds me everyday, itll never change or leave. At that moment that was the best thing anyone could have said or done...
*i go thru these stages in my life, where I am really happy, angry, sad, or just relaxed. My moods are shaped by the music i am listening too. Currently its back to Linkin Park and Saliva...so you all know what that means...
*next weekend....skiing and indoor water park. OMG i am so excited....