this is likely to be so scattered. don't bother reading near the end.
right now, i have a pounding headache. my dad thinks i overslept. i got like 11 well needed hours. biked to moms, and saw danielle driving the other way :-) but that was all. i got my phone charger and messed around on the computer for a while. [face book is incredibly difficult] umm on the 28th i finished reading the book that has the most copies sold ever. it took me about 20 days over one year to read the new testament. but overall probably like three years (or mabye more to read the whole thing?) ive gotta find a schedule for like bible reading in one year. that reminds me i think im going to go to mrs browns thing on tuesday. what have i got to lose? nada.
oh yeas. after my vist to my moms i went to the track and ran the most tiring mile ever. im fat. NO not really, but after those four laps i felt like i should be. i was dying sooooooo badly. only my time wasnt that extremely awful. i would like to lose 30 seconds by the time we run it in gym. and i need to start playing bball some more besides once a week.
last night i went to l-dawgs. her davidand i watched most of 'are we there yet?' eh.not a great movie. then her and i watched most of snow white. but we both fell asleep with like ten minutes left. and i had a half dream where i was about to eat poisoned cereal [im thinking like the poisoned apple] and i kicked. and lauren happened to be at the end of the couch where my feet were and i kicked her. we both woke up then and i biked home [dads].
tonight i have a concert. well im in a concert. FULTON CELEBRATION OF MUSIC, for a minor scholarship that i have received. i have to play a solo. nick p does too. then alex and nick r have a duet. im guessing that will be good. but i guess it is supposed to be long.
oK. sO tHiS iS sO aNnOyInG [well first that kind of writing is annoying to read, so when i am annoyed i am going to type in it] bUt DaNg iT iS hArD tO tYpE lIkE tHiS. gAhHhH i MiGhT hAvE tO gIvE uP bEfOrE i GeT mOrE aNnOyEd. yeah that was crappy. alright so this is one of those things taht has been bothering me for quite some time. and now its just extra buggy lately. [not the same thing as last entry. although when mrs fronk was asking me about that day i got a nauseas ?sp feeling] i need someone like the perks of being a wallflower person. someone to talk to that doesnt know me, or anyone i know. that cant judge me or they can but it wont matter. i did try to find someone through email, probably like a year ago but it seemed to fail. okay if you made it here then dont go too crazy trying to figure out what is going on in my head it really isnt like super bad or anything. i just dont talk about stuff often. ya know maybe i should. im thinking of two things that i havnt spoken out loud and im thinking i am going to share one. i guarantee the reactions are not going to be as crazy as they seem in my mind. even though i am a moron, or my mind just proves it. umm but the other i just dont want to. for some reason having a secret just keeps me.... eyhhh i have no idea.
on a different note. i dont really like change a whole lot. and 28 school days from now seems quite scary. plus idk for sure if there is a speech i have to give. that is mad nerve racking. gahhajkoevruiondrkj. i think my heart rate just increased. so i think im done. i really have to gauge as to how many, if any people really read this. or even look at it occasionally. whatever. i just rant for myself. it is amusing to go back and look later.
ADDITION: i fogot to mention how i am senior dinner dance dateless. although i really dont care a whole lot. but i sortaish had a possible person in my head. but not anymore.
oh yeas. after my vist to my moms i went to the track and ran the most tiring mile ever. im fat. NO not really, but after those four laps i felt like i should be. i was dying sooooooo badly. only my time wasnt that extremely awful. i would like to lose 30 seconds by the time we run it in gym. and i need to start playing bball some more besides once a week.
last night i went to l-dawgs. her davidand i watched most of 'are we there yet?' eh.not a great movie. then her and i watched most of snow white. but we both fell asleep with like ten minutes left. and i had a half dream where i was about to eat poisoned cereal [im thinking like the poisoned apple] and i kicked. and lauren happened to be at the end of the couch where my feet were and i kicked her. we both woke up then and i biked home [dads].
tonight i have a concert. well im in a concert. FULTON CELEBRATION OF MUSIC, for a minor scholarship that i have received. i have to play a solo. nick p does too. then alex and nick r have a duet. im guessing that will be good. but i guess it is supposed to be long.
oK. sO tHiS iS sO aNnOyInG [well first that kind of writing is annoying to read, so when i am annoyed i am going to type in it] bUt DaNg iT iS hArD tO tYpE lIkE tHiS. gAhHhH i MiGhT hAvE tO gIvE uP bEfOrE i GeT mOrE aNnOyEd. yeah that was crappy. alright so this is one of those things taht has been bothering me for quite some time. and now its just extra buggy lately. [not the same thing as last entry. although when mrs fronk was asking me about that day i got a nauseas ?sp feeling] i need someone like the perks of being a wallflower person. someone to talk to that doesnt know me, or anyone i know. that cant judge me or they can but it wont matter. i did try to find someone through email, probably like a year ago but it seemed to fail. okay if you made it here then dont go too crazy trying to figure out what is going on in my head it really isnt like super bad or anything. i just dont talk about stuff often. ya know maybe i should. im thinking of two things that i havnt spoken out loud and im thinking i am going to share one. i guarantee the reactions are not going to be as crazy as they seem in my mind. even though i am a moron, or my mind just proves it. umm but the other i just dont want to. for some reason having a secret just keeps me.... eyhhh i have no idea.
on a different note. i dont really like change a whole lot. and 28 school days from now seems quite scary. plus idk for sure if there is a speech i have to give. that is mad nerve racking. gahhajkoevruiondrkj. i think my heart rate just increased. so i think im done. i really have to gauge as to how many, if any people really read this. or even look at it occasionally. whatever. i just rant for myself. it is amusing to go back and look later.
ADDITION: i fogot to mention how i am senior dinner dance dateless. although i really dont care a whole lot. but i sortaish had a possible person in my head. but not anymore.