Holy Crap!
One week from today and I will be in a new apartment! It's 1 something in the morning and I couldn't sleep so I am taking decorations off the wall and starting to go through things. I won't have much time to do these things during the week so I figure I might as well do a good portion of this stuff during the weekend.
I can't wait to have people come up and spend the night. :)
oh man tonight was fun because i went out and did stuff around bellingham, but at the very end of the night I got sad. I went to the honeymoon with Rachel and Tammie because I really wanted to go...and I was so happy...but they complained the whole time. Rachel just likes beer and not wine or "sweet things" and Tammie had her preferences as well...so i figured I would get cheesecake so if the drinks weren't to their liking...then at least the food would suffice. Nope, I was wrong even that wasn't up to par with what they enjoyed. So here I am at a place I like, the nice blond haired lady is working, and she recognizes me...and I felt so bad because they were all whiny in front of the lady. At one point I was getting frustrated and just wanted to leave so then they realized that they were annoying me and convinced me to stay.
I felt miserable and I just wanted to be around people with similar interests or at least people that understand me better. Now I feel like if I want to go to places like that I will have to go alone. It's not a happy feeling. I miss my friends. I miss going out and just talking for hours while enjoying a drink and going from serious to silly conversations in a matter of minutes. I did however lighten the mood by talking about nude drawings (which was triggered by the giant boob lady paintings on the wall)
I will however miss looking at the stars from my balcony and seeing the sunset across the mountains.
I can't wait to have people come up and spend the night. :)
oh man tonight was fun because i went out and did stuff around bellingham, but at the very end of the night I got sad. I went to the honeymoon with Rachel and Tammie because I really wanted to go...and I was so happy...but they complained the whole time. Rachel just likes beer and not wine or "sweet things" and Tammie had her preferences as well...so i figured I would get cheesecake so if the drinks weren't to their liking...then at least the food would suffice. Nope, I was wrong even that wasn't up to par with what they enjoyed. So here I am at a place I like, the nice blond haired lady is working, and she recognizes me...and I felt so bad because they were all whiny in front of the lady. At one point I was getting frustrated and just wanted to leave so then they realized that they were annoying me and convinced me to stay.
I felt miserable and I just wanted to be around people with similar interests or at least people that understand me better. Now I feel like if I want to go to places like that I will have to go alone. It's not a happy feeling. I miss my friends. I miss going out and just talking for hours while enjoying a drink and going from serious to silly conversations in a matter of minutes. I did however lighten the mood by talking about nude drawings (which was triggered by the giant boob lady paintings on the wall)
I will however miss looking at the stars from my balcony and seeing the sunset across the mountains.