Mar 03, 2004 20:44
so im done with xanga...the shits just been pissing me off, so many people reading, no one commenting, and when i DO get comments, they are always completely irrelevant to my entry...very frustrating....
well perhaps i will master the lj thang.....ali, i needs some hizzelp, this shat be confusing
ooo k....my moms driving me completely insane....i was grounded last weekend because i stayed home sick on wednesday. "You're sick, so youre gonna get better this weekend"....can anyone pull any form of logic from that?! ARG....anyways...i ask her today if im still grounded and she says yes because i havent finished my grad project....WTF?!??! Where the hell did she pull that out of. She claims thats why i was grounded last weekend.....she says im still grounded, but my dads coming home tomoro finally (hes been in france) and he can usually talk her out of being a completely unreasonable bitch...i better be able to go out this weekend i need to see katie..i miss her soooo fucking much....i cant even begin to explain the kind of stoopid stubborn random bitchy illogical retarded frustrating shat that comes out of her mouth, but its enough to drive anyone insane....if i dont get ungrounded i swear to god, im gonna fucking stab her in the face or something....when i get angry enough i tend to have to hit things...today i hit my head as hard as i could on my bedroom door....a very solid door lets say....i put a crack up and down half the door...my head is unscaved...i should box because i can take hits like a fucking ox....tho i would probly cry....
...pissed again...alksdfalskfjalkaa[pwoeokawcoanwdof....i want to commit some ultra-violence....
anyways...katie...omg...i fucking adore this girl....she is my sunshine...my muse...etc....since i met her feb. 6th, weve hung out twice every weekend...excluding last weekend because i was grounded and she was in erie....the last time we hung out i actually kissed her, which for those of you who dont know, is an incredibly large step for me because i am hella shy...and shes the first girl that hasnt been really aggresive on me...she makes me tingle....tee hee hee...anyways..
id rather not have everyone know this...last time i checked my ex (missy) is still kinda in love with me and suchness...dont know if shes moved on yet (hope she has)...but i dont think it would do her good for her to hear that i already have another girl if shes still crying over me....in case you dont know i feel like ultra shit about how i had to break up with her
im in such a Shatty McMood right now....i wish i could play my guitar but the fucking string broke randomly...i iwant to get a decent electric to continue my learning on.....its horrible learning on a classical accoustic when you have small hands and like very loud angry stuff.....
handjobs for alllll