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I must be angry. I just ruined two pots of oatmeal. I burnt the shit out of the first one, and dumped a bunch of curry powder into the second one instead of cinnamon. It just reoccurred to me that I'm dumping my emotions into the food I make. I must do it all the time. Since I cook at work all day, I'll have to concentrate more positively, otherwise everything I make, even when it turns out, will secretly suck with angry energy and people will eat the bad vibes. I totally believe this. I realize it's silly.
I've turned into one of those people who needs physical intimacy and trust and love from a special person on a regular basis, in order to be happy. I don't know when it happened, but it sucks. I think they call them humans.
I've turned into one of those people who needs physical intimacy and trust and love from a special person on a regular basis, in order to be happy. I don't know when it happened, but it sucks. I think they call them humans.