[FIC] Lies
Title: Lies
Author: aislinoriel
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Short drabble from Heechul's POV.
Genre: Angst/Romance
Characters: Heechul/?
Author Notes: Sometimes, it's the way I see him. Yet, I'm but a mere Petal, what do I know. Comments & criticism welcome.
Lies
make up a majority of your life.
Lies that you were in reality so cool and crass and confident. Lies that you were insensitive.
Lies that you had trouble finding a girlfriend, that it was because you teased girls too much they couldn’t get along with you.
Lies that you wanted to get married. Because really, how could you when the glaring truth was that you were in love with your dongsaeng?
Your dongsaeng who happened to be a guy. A guy quite a bit younger than you.
You felt like you corrupted him at times. Him and his naïve view on the world.
But then again, that was just probably one of those lies you occasionally told yourself. After all, (some could argue that you were naïve); he was the one that had confessed to you first, and you were pretty sure it was his lips that clamored to yours after your own begrudging admittance.
From there things got blurry because you couldn’t quite keep track of who initiated what caress, who threw what article of clothing across the room (though it was probably you), and who cried out the other’s name first.
But those weren’t the truths that mattered. Hell, even the lies didn’t, not any more. They were just part of the job.
The only things you needed to define the truth to you were the stolen touches and the fleeting looks and mostly it was him. Because what the hell, you’d be lying if you said you didn’t love him.
And you really do hate to lie, but you’re just so good at it.
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