"Someday you will find me caught up in the landslide...."
How do I say this? What are the words I can use that won't cut like a knife across my throat? I guess there are none.
After working my bottom off for two months I got 6th place at sections. I got 6th in final round with a 1 100, 8, 8. I was second going into finals. I'd bet you almost anything I would going to state if we had been in a flat room. I'm so bitter right now it's not even funny. And I wish I could rant about it on the Avonlea Forum, but it closed down (which pretty much made me cry). I'd like to put this in perspective but the truth is that they could not have hurt me more my cutting open my stomach and spilling my guts on the floor.
Yeah. So....I feel like there's two months of my life down the drain. If only I could get those eight minutes back, to do SOMETHING different....If is truly an evil word. And tears you can't stop however much you try are evil. And right now I can honestly say all I want to do is curl into a little ball and go back into yesterday and do it all again. If only you could steal time back. If only, if, if, if....
Oh, who knows what I'm trying to say anymore anyways?
After working my bottom off for two months I got 6th place at sections. I got 6th in final round with a 1 100, 8, 8. I was second going into finals. I'd bet you almost anything I would going to state if we had been in a flat room. I'm so bitter right now it's not even funny. And I wish I could rant about it on the Avonlea Forum, but it closed down (which pretty much made me cry). I'd like to put this in perspective but the truth is that they could not have hurt me more my cutting open my stomach and spilling my guts on the floor.
Yeah. So....I feel like there's two months of my life down the drain. If only I could get those eight minutes back, to do SOMETHING different....If is truly an evil word. And tears you can't stop however much you try are evil. And right now I can honestly say all I want to do is curl into a little ball and go back into yesterday and do it all again. If only you could steal time back. If only, if, if, if....
Oh, who knows what I'm trying to say anymore anyways?