where have all the cowboys gone?
grrr.. im at school and I sent Ben an email.. but i was stupid & had already logged off AOL mail so it didnt send. sad sad sad.
i dont know what to do with myself
i make myself so angry at times
am I afraid to try new things even though they are for my benfit?
I dont think that I appreciate things enough....
I should be in complete awe of this world... and It's Creator.... but for some reason.. I'm not... well I am.... but.. not as much as I feel I should be.
I miss having a close knit group of girl friends at school... like in junior high.
not even JUST at school. Just having a close group... I remember back in 8th grade when celle and jenny were inseparable.... i wish I had a friend like that....
oh well
things will get better
in good time
i just need to have patience
i usually do
i need to wait....
and wait...
and wait.
and off I go.....
i dont know what to do with myself
i make myself so angry at times
am I afraid to try new things even though they are for my benfit?
I dont think that I appreciate things enough....
I should be in complete awe of this world... and It's Creator.... but for some reason.. I'm not... well I am.... but.. not as much as I feel I should be.
I miss having a close knit group of girl friends at school... like in junior high.
not even JUST at school. Just having a close group... I remember back in 8th grade when celle and jenny were inseparable.... i wish I had a friend like that....
oh well
things will get better
in good time
i just need to have patience
i usually do
i need to wait....
and wait...
and wait.
and off I go.....