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haha. wow i just realized that i used the exact same phrase Ben used in his journal; " i prayed a lot more than i have in a long time" or whatever...
Anyway. The drive home was interesting. I was getting very much bothered... i didnt get home till 8:45. and I was supposed to be home at 4. I didnt get in trouble though. My dad took Myra (his G/f) & her daughter to SF while i was gone.
Back to the ride. things seemed kinda weird at first.... they were all day today... finally Ben & I started talking; and I had a good cry.. i gues. I havent cried in so long. I dont know why I always try to hide my tears. I dont like crying in front of people. But; I cried in Ben's arms tonight. That was comforting; that and him talking to me. well. yeah. I need to go to bed. goodnight
Anyway. The drive home was interesting. I was getting very much bothered... i didnt get home till 8:45. and I was supposed to be home at 4. I didnt get in trouble though. My dad took Myra (his G/f) & her daughter to SF while i was gone.
Back to the ride. things seemed kinda weird at first.... they were all day today... finally Ben & I started talking; and I had a good cry.. i gues. I havent cried in so long. I dont know why I always try to hide my tears. I dont like crying in front of people. But; I cried in Ben's arms tonight. That was comforting; that and him talking to me. well. yeah. I need to go to bed. goodnight