Jan 01, 2001 22:57
wow it's been awhile since I wrote on this thing... let's see what's been goin on...
well Ben went into the hospital on thursday.... they thought he had tuberculosis... but he doeant; so that's really good. But he has pnemonia.. so that sucks... I've been worrying about him a lot this week; but he's gonna be ok. Hopefully he might come home tomrrow.... I've been visiting him at the hospital all week... keeping him and Kim company. That's pretty much all that I've been up to.... I went to see the Nerve Agents Friday night with Dan, Dave, and Monica. That was awesome. Got to see Leanne and Jen. All of AFI were there... hehe I think that was the first time i have seen Davey in person... what a sexy man... haha. Saturday I hung out with my ol' pal Shannon... we went to Telegraph... that was cool, then Micah and Nick Cook came and picked me up... then Dan came over and we got Chinese food, visited Ben, and went to Gilman and saw the Unseen and F-Minus.... man that was an AWESOME show!! What a punk show.. haha..... the Unseen are freaking great. matter of fact i am downloading some of their songs right now.
Let's see.. Sunday i hung out with ben at the hospital and Elisabeth jenny and marcelle picked me up and we went tp hayward to angelas house for New Years... that was okay I guess... I dont feel like I fit in with all of them anymore... and marcelle i know youre reading this so please dont get offended. But yeah. I can ha gout with them one on one.. but when we're all in a group I really feel like I don't belong anymore.... like I'm so different than I used to be i guess? I mean in a sence that I dont like a lotta the things that I used to anymore... I like new things...I dont think that EYE have changed too much... but yeah.. I really dont know.... I mean I know they all love me; but i just dont feel like i fit in the group like I used to.
well anyway..... after I got back from hayward i went back to the hospital to see Ben. and thats all..... later kids