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ugh. i am so bored. i dont know what im gunna do today. i WAS gunna go to thrift town with jodi and leslie and some kids but uh she left me and went to church with marcelle. im not going to church today. I dont have a ride.
ben and all those kids are in sac. er. antioch at eric's.. or something. why is it the days i have off work i sit on my ass wishing i were somewhere else, and the days i have work are the days that everyone does stuff and i cant go?!
damnit!!!!!!! *sits there in a ball of frustration* its 10:18. i want something to do!
hmm bored. i have time to write more. haha.... i got sad at school on friday, cuz my friend Alisha was her goodbye speech in Oral English.. and she started crying and thanksing people and thanks hed best friend.. and it made me sad cuz i dont really have a best friend. i mean i have people who are my closest friends, but not really, ya know "THE" Best Friend....... if thats understandable..... I'm not in the yearbook once. nope. my class picture and thats it. i find it depresing. I'm so glad I am going to El Cerrito next year. Hopefully things will look up for me. I have real friends there. we... i think i do? I can't wait till senior year. it'll be so fun... at DA it woulda sucked cuz I dont have any friends in my grade really. theyre all older. *sigh sigh sigh*!!!!!!
i feel so outcasted from most of my friends. blah
ben and all those kids are in sac. er. antioch at eric's.. or something. why is it the days i have off work i sit on my ass wishing i were somewhere else, and the days i have work are the days that everyone does stuff and i cant go?!
damnit!!!!!!! *sits there in a ball of frustration* its 10:18. i want something to do!
hmm bored. i have time to write more. haha.... i got sad at school on friday, cuz my friend Alisha was her goodbye speech in Oral English.. and she started crying and thanksing people and thanks hed best friend.. and it made me sad cuz i dont really have a best friend. i mean i have people who are my closest friends, but not really, ya know "THE" Best Friend....... if thats understandable..... I'm not in the yearbook once. nope. my class picture and thats it. i find it depresing. I'm so glad I am going to El Cerrito next year. Hopefully things will look up for me. I have real friends there. we... i think i do? I can't wait till senior year. it'll be so fun... at DA it woulda sucked cuz I dont have any friends in my grade really. theyre all older. *sigh sigh sigh*!!!!!!
i feel so outcasted from most of my friends. blah