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*sigh*
i am such a loner and I am getting tired of it. I have no "group" to be a part of. no close knit group of friends that do everyhing together or tell each other everything. The group I once had... most recently.... dont like me like they used to.... and treat me like I am insignificant to them. Friends are the second most important thing to me in my life. and i feel like i have very few true friends... and the ones I do have, I'm not even close to at all.
Im so tired of being alone all the time... sitting my my self... sitting on the end of the row...siting in the back...... It's something I've felt ever since 6th grade it seems..... when at my OWN slumber party, i was forced to sleep on the end, on the tile floor...... untill i cried.....and my mom made them let me sleep where I wanted.
hah man im pathetic. i'll shut up now.
i am such a loner and I am getting tired of it. I have no "group" to be a part of. no close knit group of friends that do everyhing together or tell each other everything. The group I once had... most recently.... dont like me like they used to.... and treat me like I am insignificant to them. Friends are the second most important thing to me in my life. and i feel like i have very few true friends... and the ones I do have, I'm not even close to at all.
Im so tired of being alone all the time... sitting my my self... sitting on the end of the row...siting in the back...... It's something I've felt ever since 6th grade it seems..... when at my OWN slumber party, i was forced to sleep on the end, on the tile floor...... untill i cried.....and my mom made them let me sleep where I wanted.
hah man im pathetic. i'll shut up now.