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[fullofanguish]

this is a poem i wrote today..... it's kinda incomplete i think.. but yeah...
Every day I wish I was closer with You
And I know it's my fault that I'm not
I should stop wishing so much would happen
And make it happen
Am I too lazy?
Or am I too stubborn?
I want to be Holy like You
I need Your help
I love you Father
And Your love is sufficient for me
How can I long to live in the flesh?
My flesh needs to be dead
"Stop being selfsih
and fulfilling your needs!"
I always say to myself
I need to be selfless
To please You o Lord