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Jul 27, 2004 19:32

I was under the impression that love is supposed to be unconditional. Am I wrong? Is it right to say to your spouse, I love you if..... Well, what is the if? If your not gone so long, if you do all that I say no matter what, if you don't do this, if you don't do that? I love you...unconditionally. Get it? I go away for 18 months but still remain faithful and true to my VOWS and my HEART! Can't you just love me "unconditionally" AND stay strong? Why do you have to break my heart even before I leave my beloved country? If you can't be strong tell me now so I can leave knowing I will never be in your arms again. Tell me so I can prepare my soul for the most horrendous and lonely months of my life. Tell me so I can decide how I will live and where. Tell me, tell me, tell me.

Here I enter into one of the deepest depressions of my life...because your love for me is conditional...and I don't even know what they are.
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