Fic: All We Can Have

Oct 16, 2013 08:20

Author: tryslora
Title: All We Can Have
Rating: R
Pairing/s: Scott/Allison/Stiles, background: Allison/Isaac & Stiles/OFC
Character/s: Scott, Allison, Stiles
Summary: It’s like having three minds and three bodies, but they’re all linked. Put together in ways they hadn’t expected. They knew there would be a darkness around their hearts; no one told them they would share a skin.
Warnings: post 3A, spoilers for 3x12
Word Count: 572 words
Prompt: #40 - Skin
Author's Notes: I have no apologies for this. At some point I’ll play more with the trope of them being linked as a good thing, but for now, I wanted to play with the bittersweet aspects of it. As always, I do not own the world or characters of Teen Wolf, I just like to play with them.


Allison is pretty sure it isn’t supposed to feel like this.

It’s like having three minds and three bodies, but they’re all linked. Put together in ways they hadn’t expected. They knew there would be a darkness around their hearts; no one told them they would share a skin.

Not literally, of course. They exist in their own bodies, but what one feels… it affects the others.

They noticed it at first with Allison and Isaac, but it took them time to figure out why Stiles would wake from a dead sleep, aching and hungry. Why Scott came running, wanting to know what was wrong, why his skin itched and why his body begged for something it couldn’t have.

Why Allison felt strange and thick, wanting to roll Isaac over and be the dominant one in their relationship. Isaac didn’t mind, but Allison felt conflicted, like the sensations belonged to her and at the same time, existed outside of her body.

They put it together when Stiles went from doing a project in Physics with the new girl to spending every night playing video games with her, to sharing a bed. Allison and Scott knew the moment that Stiles’s status changed.

Allison hates it. It makes her skin crawl now when she feels Stiles’s hunger, when she knows Scott is watching another girl.

She’s the one who comes up with the idea that maybe if being with other people is impossibly uncomfortable, maybe they should just be together.

All together. At once.

They meet at Stiles’s house when his father has a late shift, and it is awkward and strange. Allison wonders how she can feel like an interloper at the same time as Stiles complains that he’s intruding on what feels private between her and Scott. It’s Scott who tells them to just strip and get into the bed.

At first it feels good. Right. Finally, skin touches skin and they know where each sensation comes from. They curl up together, cuddling, snuggling close and enjoying the sensation of being centered in their selves.

Allison doesn’t know who starts things, but it seems the natural progression. And it seems so easy to do when you know exactly what feels good. When every touch echoes under your own skin, and there is this brilliant, blinding burst of pleasure.

Until it starts to hurt.

Until it aches and pricks and becomes so overwhelming and consuming… but they can’t stop because if they stop, they’re sure they’ll die, but it’s just so much to feel, to experience.

Allison isn’t sure who screams; her throat hurts when it’s over, and Stiles is hoarse. Scott’s eyes are wide and shocked, more surprised than she remembers him being after they lost their virginity to each other.

“We can’t do that again.” Stiles speaks for all of them, and Allison nods quickly, as does Scott.

“But we can do this.” Allison slides between them, fitting skin to skin and snuggling close. They rearrange and find a way to just lie there, being one person in three bodies, one heart made out of three shattered pieces. Their skin feel as if it slips over three skeletons, and surrounds them, binding them close.

They can do this.

They need this.

Allison isn’t sure they can ever be with each other like that again, and she thinks they can’t be with anyone else.

Maybe this is all they can ever have.

[MODS: Could I please have tags for Allison/Isaac and Allison/Scott/Stiles? Thank you!]

c:stiles stilinski, type:fic, p:allison/isaac, pt 40:skin, *c:tryslora, p:stiles/other, rating:r, p:scott/allison/stiles, c:allison argent, c:scott mccall

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