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[fullmetalrocker]

I'm still searching for the reason I'm alive. I'm still reeling from the first moment that we met, you and I, still sinking from the cold feeling I got when I last looked in your eye. You don't really know who or what I am, just another reason, whose soul purpose is to revere I am. So I'm sleeping off this feeling, drinking in life and all of it's fleeting purpose. What is so great about who they pretend to be, when in reality I'm something much more impressive, real genuine generosity, don't lose sight of what you think we've got, don't forget that I told you they would try to knock you from this holy place where you sat before, enjoying but the happiness that is now not knocking at our door, because you've shut the windows, and turned off all the lights, because there is no reason any more, and still it bears the plight, sulking at our door, asking to come in, we keep him out for a reason, I cannot bring within. I ask for your help, but you make it harder still. I"m asking for a reason, but I'm the father still. I'm not asking for much, just for your respect, not asking for much, just for you to forgive, whatever I did wrong, and I ask you not to lie. I know just what you're feeling I've seen it in your smile.
So if you ever ask me I'll hopefully be there, if he doesn't chose to take me from this life
So fair.