(no subject)
Secret
I'm writing this for my own posterity
I know that I won't save it if I write it somewhere else
I just don't know what is wrong with me, what makes me so bad
I'm breaking inside because I feel so morosely dejected
I don't really know what you want me to be
But I seriously thought you kind of liked me for me
I'm just an idiot I know
It's just foolishness
And now the cold cold snow
Cold words and Colder stares
It's chilling my soul
Standing on the edge my, neck hairs
I've tried to be a friend and a boy you could love
But the role of guy to forget fit me like a glove
I really don't know why you like to treat me as such
But I'm just loving you the best that I can
I'm sorry for messing up your life by sticking around
Hopefully my being here won't be a problem for long
Here's hoping I look back at this someday and laugh
I'm sorry for all these words
They're sort of all I have
I'm writing this for my own posterity
I know that I won't save it if I write it somewhere else
I just don't know what is wrong with me, what makes me so bad
I'm breaking inside because I feel so morosely dejected
I don't really know what you want me to be
But I seriously thought you kind of liked me for me
I'm just an idiot I know
It's just foolishness
And now the cold cold snow
Cold words and Colder stares
It's chilling my soul
Standing on the edge my, neck hairs
I've tried to be a friend and a boy you could love
But the role of guy to forget fit me like a glove
I really don't know why you like to treat me as such
But I'm just loving you the best that I can
I'm sorry for messing up your life by sticking around
Hopefully my being here won't be a problem for long
Here's hoping I look back at this someday and laugh
I'm sorry for all these words
They're sort of all I have