Spring Cleaning ( literally )
umm yeah today was alright. last night was a pain in the ass cause i got a reality dose on my situation with women. And man are they confusing, thats all I have to say. I know guys can be pains in the asses but oh well i guess all I can do is let her run her course and realize... fuck it im not gonna get into it. I was shapening up my room and I stumbled upon a piece of paper I had written on last year when i was kinda in a dark place and shit. I read it and it made me realize how much better off I can be now but in alot of ways i can still relate to it. neways yeah it was like a poem almost I just almost crumpled it up but i didnt want to forget the way i used to be.
When people don't understand what life can throw,
When you cry where do you go?
When life is miserable how does it feel?
When life gives you shit, how do you deal?
Why do you cut and make yourself bleed?
When you sit alone in your room, and think what the fuck happened to you.
When parents bitch and siblings cry and you feel like you just want to die.
Have you given up on life?
Or is it still the same?
When life's not worth it and your sick of the pain.
When your support system falls,
Where do you go from rock bottom?
When you need things, and nobody's got em'
What's life like when you don't give a fuck?
Is it what life's like, when life truly sucks?