BLAHHHHH..........sick.....blahhhhhh
omg im so sick. ive never been this sick in my entire LIFE. seriously. neways yeah ive had two shitty days in a row. well actually this whole week was shit. except for some presonal aspects of my life. I dunno where i even fit in with people nemore and im questioning who i am calling friends now. I've basically been told off twice by ashley, even after i was there for her when her "golden" prodigy child nick called her a cow and told her to go suck a "cock". which is something i would never do so whatever she sets herself up for the abuse. She basically told me to quit asking her if she wanted to hang out with me. All i wanted to do was get out of the house i asked everyone if they wanted to hang out not JUST her. so whatever i'll just "fuck off" like im told to do by my "friends" they can call me when they want. ( which will be here in a month or so probably) maybe i just need to quit fucking talking im sick and my emotions are being let out. god im fucking depressed again like i was last year. i hope it doesnt get as bad as last year that was a trip. neways... im fuckin out...