BOOOOOOORED

[fullmetalbean]

I am tired and bored and not up to doing a whole lot of roleplay but STILL IN NEED OF THINGS TO FILL MY NEXT FEW HOURS.

Ask me something.

Anything.

Relationships, essays, hot or not, the fuckallever IF YOU LOVE ME YOU WILL GIVE ME SOMTHING TO DO.

♥ ?

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[fullmetalbean]

I DUNNO IF IT'S INTERESTING. I assume you mean with Ticky here? Ticky's actually pretty ambivalent on Rabi at the moment. Ticky is. And I should maybe essay on this, but due to being stuck in camp for so long he's sort of gradually swinging back toward the high end of his sanity (WHICH IS SORT OF STRESSING HIM and when he SNAPS it will SUCK but at the moment he's more human than he's been in a long time). As such he can hang out around Rabi without any giant compulsion to kill him. Well. With the giant compulsion to kill him more of a background murmur that he is EXTREMELY ADAPT at ignoring lately. Ticky is extremely aware of this shift and finds it hilarious that everyone is so high strung about him possibly killing Shigure. He hasn't seriously SERIOUSLY thought about it once. Rabi is included in this because he seems to be the most strung out over it.

Viral has no opinion on Simon kicking Adiane's ass. The only surprise at all was that Simon didn't immediately finish it, and even that isn't TERRIBLY surprising. Viral is extremely practical and logically minded. He knows Simon has no reason to NOT kick Adiane's ass, he knows Simon can do it, Viral has no concept of expecting compassion, his previous anger was all over his own weakness and failures and Viral has since dealt with that.

MAINLY his thoughts on Simon go back to older!Simon punching him in the face and telling him to straighten up, and for a minute Viral saw that Simon was someone he could respect as more than an adversary. And that was weird. But he took the words to heart and has, infact, been living by them.

[sillyrabitricks]

ESSAYING BACK cuz I been worried about my Rabi and essaying will straighten it out in my own mind.

Part of Rabi's worry about Shigure is still due to the bodyswitch. It got Rhode interested in Shigure and she tried to mindrape Shigure a little, which Rabi prevented with stealth snowballing. But that scared the fuck out of him. And he sees Shigure is an upset mess under all the 8D. Which makes Rabi something of an upset mess as well. Not to mention Rhode DID mindrape Rabi after he prevented her from messing with Shigure.

A lot of it is also an exaggeration though. Rabi's frustrated with his inability to fight the Noah properly in camp, frustrated with being in a rut, frustrated with being stuck for so long, frustrated with not knowing if he's dead or alive, just a lot of tense feelings. It all balloons in him being upset about things he normally would not be bothered over.

Because he is retarded, he believes he would be made better if he could punch Ticky in the face. He's itchy for a fight.

I really wish he could seriously just leave camp for a week and have a vacation. :(

[PAUSE TO WATCH PROJECT RUNWAY]

From an OOC perspective, I'm wondering if I've done too much with Rabi emotionally or not enough. Two years was how long he was an Exorcist, and he's nearing two years in camp. But I'm afraid to make decisions without canon to back me up. orz If he came to term with some of his feelings, I feel like he'd feel a lot better in camp. But I'm hesitant to do it because yeah.

RABI IS MY PROBLEM CHILD \o/

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