(no subject)
2012 was possibly one of the worst years of my life. I lost a job I loved because of genetic health problems. The stress of everything caused my mind to break and now it's revealed that I'm mentally ill on top of everything. That same mental illness has cost me some friendships and communication with family members (though I don't miss some of them.) The only reason it wasn't the worst is because I didn't almost die from MRSA like I did years ago.
A new year brings nothing but renewed futility in my existence. Being positive just doesn't exist for me anymore. Harsh reality replaces it and causes me to feel apathetic and indifferent towards everything.
While you all cling to your resolutions, I'll continue on this trudge to the grave, only looking forward to when it ends and I can have true peace
A new year brings nothing but renewed futility in my existence. Being positive just doesn't exist for me anymore. Harsh reality replaces it and causes me to feel apathetic and indifferent towards everything.
While you all cling to your resolutions, I'll continue on this trudge to the grave, only looking forward to when it ends and I can have true peace