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hm, sadly no walker was on tonight. I was momentairly worried though because they were playing some stupid show called JAG..I was like *whine* where...walker...?? AGH i got my sleeve soaking wet doing dishes. Yes, dishes at 3am. But hey, small price to pay for my parents to leave me be in the middle of the night finally ^o^ God I've been so lazy..havn't wanted to type and update LJ..I think that mostly came from depression though...mostly cuz that's what I've spent my entire vacation being minus the like first few days where I got too see lexi, that was fun ^^ nau, lexi you cant go back to school already ::clingu,latch:: but yes. Next break is big ass summer break, and we will have more time. I only didnt this time cuz mom and dad would NOT get off my case about money. It's seriously like yeah...I never asked you for money, I don't plan on it either. They literally called everyone I ever knew and told them what a bad person i was, but they didn't use person. They used ' kid'. I'm not a fucking kid anymore! I'm a god damn adult. ::fumes:: I'm 20 years old parentals.
Oh, Oh! I totally called it too. I mean, I knew when dad was buying me a car I almost didn't want him too cuz if I ever did get in trouble I KNEW he'd use it as a way to punish me cuz it was in his name. Low and behold he has taken my car until school starts up again...I almost told him just not to buy me a car at least that way he wouldn't have anything too punish me with..but yeah, I forgot..*sighs* anyway..I've got a major headache at the moment..and i have to go buy my books for school..maybe I'll see if sakura-chan wants to do it with me..hn..Yes. I'm going to go, and I'm gonna get some good fuckin grades for once to make me feel like I'm not a waste of a human being. I've only got a few classes..and oh!..this song reminds me of Japan...Smap-Friends Forever...::dances::
my group in Japan did this song for a contest with several other groups at summer seminar...yeah, im still thinking about it even if it was 3 years ago. It was the happiest month of my life. Literally. No parents, and when they did call they were happy to hear from me ( I couldn't call cuz it was the host families phone, and long distance is expensive..) but yeah. I finally felt free while I was there, like i belonged there. I didn't feel so stupid as i do in america. I knew where I was going even though I hadn't been there before. Like a past life sorta thing I guess. it was great, sometimes i just sat on the balcony at my host families place when nobody was using the bedroom upstairs and i would just watch kyoto at night. I didn't get any pictures of that unfortunatly cuz my camera was so poor quality. At the time I had no digi cam. I could see Kyoto Tower from where I was http://www45.tok2.com/home/todo94/photogallery/tabisaki/tower/kyoto-tower-night.jpg
yeah, those are just a few of the pics.
Oh, Oh! I totally called it too. I mean, I knew when dad was buying me a car I almost didn't want him too cuz if I ever did get in trouble I KNEW he'd use it as a way to punish me cuz it was in his name. Low and behold he has taken my car until school starts up again...I almost told him just not to buy me a car at least that way he wouldn't have anything too punish me with..but yeah, I forgot..*sighs* anyway..I've got a major headache at the moment..and i have to go buy my books for school..maybe I'll see if sakura-chan wants to do it with me..hn..Yes. I'm going to go, and I'm gonna get some good fuckin grades for once to make me feel like I'm not a waste of a human being. I've only got a few classes..and oh!..this song reminds me of Japan...Smap-Friends Forever...::dances::
my group in Japan did this song for a contest with several other groups at summer seminar...yeah, im still thinking about it even if it was 3 years ago. It was the happiest month of my life. Literally. No parents, and when they did call they were happy to hear from me ( I couldn't call cuz it was the host families phone, and long distance is expensive..) but yeah. I finally felt free while I was there, like i belonged there. I didn't feel so stupid as i do in america. I knew where I was going even though I hadn't been there before. Like a past life sorta thing I guess. it was great, sometimes i just sat on the balcony at my host families place when nobody was using the bedroom upstairs and i would just watch kyoto at night. I didn't get any pictures of that unfortunatly cuz my camera was so poor quality. At the time I had no digi cam. I could see Kyoto Tower from where I was http://www45.tok2.com/home/todo94/photogallery/tabisaki/tower/kyoto-tower-night.jpg
yeah, those are just a few of the pics.