I don't know what to do anymore.
I'm useless to this family. No one has time for me. Doing things for me or having to do me are like things they never want to do.
It'd be nice if my mom would try to sometimes be there for me. Rather then handing over everything to my dad, uncle, or who ever else is free but doesn't want to do it.
Words do hurt me, they always have.
I never forget those things said to me in anger. No matter how numerous they are. I'm sorry, I can't keep a neutral face, when people say things like that to me. Who are they to say anything anyways? I can not wait until they're gone. Yea, It'll be harder with just the four of us, but at least I wont have to put up with their shit anymore. I'm sick of all those extra people in the house. Yes, I know they're family, but for gosh sakes, I'M SICK OF YOU!
I'm always in someones way, or just something extra they want to get away from. Why am I even still here? "I want to get away. I wanna fly away." Those words never ment as much to me before as they do now. The problem is I have no where or no one to go too. Me, Myself, and I.....Well this me, is about to explode and probably do something extremely stupid soon.
It'd be nice if my mom would try to sometimes be there for me. Rather then handing over everything to my dad, uncle, or who ever else is free but doesn't want to do it.
Words do hurt me, they always have.
I never forget those things said to me in anger. No matter how numerous they are. I'm sorry, I can't keep a neutral face, when people say things like that to me. Who are they to say anything anyways? I can not wait until they're gone. Yea, It'll be harder with just the four of us, but at least I wont have to put up with their shit anymore. I'm sick of all those extra people in the house. Yes, I know they're family, but for gosh sakes, I'M SICK OF YOU!
I'm always in someones way, or just something extra they want to get away from. Why am I even still here? "I want to get away. I wanna fly away." Those words never ment as much to me before as they do now. The problem is I have no where or no one to go too. Me, Myself, and I.....Well this me, is about to explode and probably do something extremely stupid soon.