you held a warm stone out - new flowing blood to hold

[full_of_stars_]

So today, I watched, reality tour, harry potter, i, robot, and tommy, and then my no doubt dvd from last year. Today was a lazy day, i felt sick this morning and everyone left the house. I huddled around my computer, and constantly was on and off. I went downstairs and had a burst of energy and ate some food, a waffle actually, 3 cinnamon rolls and a krispy kreme donut (worst move i've made in like ever) After i ate i played guitar, and did the best version of Rock 'n' Roll suicide ever. Then i got sick, and had to relive that horrible breakfast all over again. So then i gave up and went back upstairs to lay down and this is when i watched I, Robot. Then i checked my e-mail and my stomach flipped again, and i got sick once more. Then cried, then tried everything in the world to get distracted but nothing happened. I dind't want to be distracted. Visions of the worst possible things running through my mind, I read huckleberry finn until i fell asleep. I woke up and found that things were getting okay, I immediatley felt better, and tried to eat (not the smartest move) i was still shakey, and I tried to eat a quesidilla while talking ot kevin who talked to me forever, but i needed it tonight. Things from then have been lookingup. Im' getting my hair cut/trimmed soon. I know, how sad. ,i>Oh what a contrast you were
this song is just perfect.
first comes love then in this country someday marriage?
what a beautiful face i have found in this place that is circling all 'round the sun what a beautiful dream that could flash on the screen in a blink of an eye and be gone from me soft and sweet let me hold it close and keep it here with me