Mommy wow, i'm a big kid now
A conversation with Nicole tonight made me realize that I really am growing up
and doing a big thing that I've never really been able to do:
accept that people are who they are and I need to appreciate the good and not focus so much on the bad
But these past few days have also made me realize that I still have some growing up to do
and i really need to mature emotionally and get over my fear of intimacy and all that shiz
all i know is
I'm breaking out of the fuck this year, if it's the last fucking thing i do
and doing a big thing that I've never really been able to do:
accept that people are who they are and I need to appreciate the good and not focus so much on the bad
But these past few days have also made me realize that I still have some growing up to do
and i really need to mature emotionally and get over my fear of intimacy and all that shiz
all i know is
I'm breaking out of the fuck this year, if it's the last fucking thing i do