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I apparently have neglected my journal lately, as I have been nursing Alex back to health. Not that he was THAT sick, mind you, he is just a huge bloody baby!

SO, I have been scarmbling to get my work dowm while also being a mostly full time nurse. [Private]It is impossible to get your work done when every five minutes you whiney sick boyfriend wants you to cuddle with him, because he doesn't feel well. Normally, I wouldn't mind the cuddling, but he just couldn't stop whining![/private]

I am glad he is feeling better though. Maybe now I can get some sleep.

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Also, I think Vivian is trying to apologize. I can't figure out why it's so importnant to her. And I can't seem to reconcile why I don't want to forgive her. Can Sirius still have a hold on my emotions? After all this time? After I have been so happy with Alex? I don't know. But the thought of them together makes my blood boil! Maybe I want him to pine after me forever. Not that I think that is an option, mind you, but I still think he will always regret me, even if he doesn't see it now.

Bah! WHy do I bloody care?

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