How do you apologize to someome when they don't know you ahve accused them of something thy didn't even do?
I had a nice chat with Viv today.
It snowed last night and the grounds looked so beautiful today...
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Honey I am so sorry about what happened last night. You have never been anything but wonderful to me. You're like my rock...you let me fall apart on you; yet you never crumple under the weight. And when I fall apart you put me back together.
I am so very lucky you came along when you did that night several weeks ago. Think of what we would have missed.
I love you
Oh yeah....He didn't cheat on me. I was mis-informed.
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Vi, what are you going to do about Gideon? We need a course of action...
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I know I broke up with Sirius, but I was hoping that it wouldn't ruin our friendship, James.
By the way, I need your help...
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I told Vi today that I still loved Sirius. Jaysus that was stupid! What the hell was I thinking? But the truth is, I do love him. I always will. I just can't be *in* love with someone who hates my very soul. Vi said she'd ask him if he hates me. He's going to say yes. I'd bet a million galleons he says yes. Why..why did he even go out with me in the first place? Looking at him makes me want to slit my wrists. I feel guilty and angry all at the same time. And I feel betrayed. And he couldn't care less. He accused me of wearing my heart on my sleeve. Is that a bad thing?
And then there's Alex...my sweet wonderful sexy as hell, amazing in bed Alex. I am falling in love with him. Every time he touches me or looks at me with those eyes, the spot in my heart that he has grows bigger. He cares about me a lot. He's obviously attracted to me. But he said he's not in love with me. At least not yet, he said. I guess that means there is hope?
Christ I need help...
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I'm sorry
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