i need to stop posting on here but hey its all good baby
ok so yet another post by me its like i want people to know how i feel if that makes sense, i mean if they do or do not understand that is neitehr here or there and its not a big deal, but how do i put it i just want to be understood as i believe many people do or im wrong, well today was ok i guess went on big 5 mile walk earlier manly or what,lol but think of the stamina and stuff, ow yeer baby.
well had conversation with fiona earlier she wants em to stop slagging her off which i can undestand and i guess its fair enough and i knwo that iw as to blame and theerfore was the reason i hurt but its like if we never ended i wouldnt have felt that but i knwo that it was my fault,ok its cool ill leave you alone mnow with "saying im eveil" and stuff. going thorpe park i just ironed my clothes itsa ll bout odd socks, blue jeansd and my hope conspiracy top and hmm lets see if i get hit on again, i eman two fairgrounds in a row cant eba ll bad, but random people who dont do nout for me isnt good but better than guys, im sure leon will argue that point, hmmm i need to do more stuff, hands up who has those moments???? i had asnother one today you see, like ermmm the train ones i mentioned, i was listening again to streaks in the sky looking out the window(aint been out theer for ages as aint smoked for ages ow yeer but yere it was liek 1 min 30 into the song and i was like just thinking "is this the second chance i dreamed of, when you took me back into your life, theer is a peak we have to climb over so get a running start... sitting here waiting for you, hoping for something to change your mind and in thsi time i see that this is all we have" and yeer iot was weierd but youget all ytou deserve i guess, i feel so foolish its like i only just realised how great she was and i dont knwo its liek if only i ahd been the person i was now during our relationship but i wouldnt eb that person if i ahd neevr been told by her who i am, you wher right again which sucks but hey i guess... i really dont know anymore it is wierd, see you guys tomorrow, helen on monday ill bring cake you bring jumper, all good lol, ok bye
well had conversation with fiona earlier she wants em to stop slagging her off which i can undestand and i guess its fair enough and i knwo that iw as to blame and theerfore was the reason i hurt but its like if we never ended i wouldnt have felt that but i knwo that it was my fault,ok its cool ill leave you alone mnow with "saying im eveil" and stuff. going thorpe park i just ironed my clothes itsa ll bout odd socks, blue jeansd and my hope conspiracy top and hmm lets see if i get hit on again, i eman two fairgrounds in a row cant eba ll bad, but random people who dont do nout for me isnt good but better than guys, im sure leon will argue that point, hmmm i need to do more stuff, hands up who has those moments???? i had asnother one today you see, like ermmm the train ones i mentioned, i was listening again to streaks in the sky looking out the window(aint been out theer for ages as aint smoked for ages ow yeer but yere it was liek 1 min 30 into the song and i was like just thinking "is this the second chance i dreamed of, when you took me back into your life, theer is a peak we have to climb over so get a running start... sitting here waiting for you, hoping for something to change your mind and in thsi time i see that this is all we have" and yeer iot was weierd but youget all ytou deserve i guess, i feel so foolish its like i only just realised how great she was and i dont knwo its liek if only i ahd been the person i was now during our relationship but i wouldnt eb that person if i ahd neevr been told by her who i am, you wher right again which sucks but hey i guess... i really dont know anymore it is wierd, see you guys tomorrow, helen on monday ill bring cake you bring jumper, all good lol, ok bye