what happened?
i just spent a while going through all my old entries. where is everybody?! i was so young and i still am sort of. sometimes i wish i wasn't so doggone lonesome. i do have some pretty good friends though! one void filled! life is weird. i keep telling myself that whatever happens happens but i can't help but think that i affect that in some way. that might not make any sense to you, but it does to me. maybe i just have to do something different. try something new? change? sometimes it's hard to notice change. sometimes it's hard to change. either way, i want to hear from all of you. every last cotton pickin' fucker. loves.