this is my second chance, this is the way i say i love you
ABSTRACT DONE (for now!)
i don't know why i stalled for so long.
it wasn't that hard.
and now comes the hard part....2 research posters in a 2 week span :( bah. im way too ambitious.
i gained 0.2 pounds this week.
therefore i need to exercise much more.
i mean 0.2 pounds is nothing. but i want to see a good 2-3 pound weight loss each week! oh well. i think i deserved that one. i drank more than i should and didnt track on the weekends. boo on me. and i feel like i should get up and move.
but then i also feel like i want to lay in bed for days. nope. not good for losing weight. good for obesity though.
this weekend, i feel like i need to pamper myself. maybe get a manicure. get a new pair of heels, a new purse. what, im worth it, right? maybe go tanning because i had a hole in my jeans on the side like on my calf, and i thought that my skin was fabric because it was so white. yup. ew.
going out with tom and jannette last night was fun, because i was super happy to talk to jannette, even tho shes in her 30s and toms in his 40s and is technically old enough to be my dad.
but, you know, then me and tai start fighting again when they leave and im f'in tired of it. seriously. im getting depressed because everything is out of my control and i cant change the way he thinks about me or his family and im like arrrrg. im done. done fighting, done talking. im keeping everything to myself from now on. suck it. ridiculous.
ugh. on to neuroanatomy.
i have a sweet practical tomorrow.
i don't know why i stalled for so long.
it wasn't that hard.
and now comes the hard part....2 research posters in a 2 week span :( bah. im way too ambitious.
i gained 0.2 pounds this week.
therefore i need to exercise much more.
i mean 0.2 pounds is nothing. but i want to see a good 2-3 pound weight loss each week! oh well. i think i deserved that one. i drank more than i should and didnt track on the weekends. boo on me. and i feel like i should get up and move.
but then i also feel like i want to lay in bed for days. nope. not good for losing weight. good for obesity though.
this weekend, i feel like i need to pamper myself. maybe get a manicure. get a new pair of heels, a new purse. what, im worth it, right? maybe go tanning because i had a hole in my jeans on the side like on my calf, and i thought that my skin was fabric because it was so white. yup. ew.
going out with tom and jannette last night was fun, because i was super happy to talk to jannette, even tho shes in her 30s and toms in his 40s and is technically old enough to be my dad.
but, you know, then me and tai start fighting again when they leave and im f'in tired of it. seriously. im getting depressed because everything is out of my control and i cant change the way he thinks about me or his family and im like arrrrg. im done. done fighting, done talking. im keeping everything to myself from now on. suck it. ridiculous.
ugh. on to neuroanatomy.
i have a sweet practical tomorrow.