you heartless bastard you AKA bumming kids out
To give you further insight on how I work, here's an example:
I did a CMU study yesterday and had to watch a snippet of this film. It was a boxer on his deathbed in the locker room after a fight. The dude dies while talking to his kid or little buddy or something. It wasn't explained. So the kid is bawling and trying to tell the champ to wake up and went around telling the coach and other observers to wake him up. Then I had to write about how I felt if I was that character. I didn't want to go straight out and say "hell man, it's be a bummer but I wouldn't feel a damn thing cuz I have no emotions for anyone. And frankly, I was quite annoyed with how that kid was going around crying and telling everyone to wake up champ. Just shut the fuck up already and suck it up." Then the researchers will scratch their heads and wonder what the hell is wrong with me and think I'm a monster (which I truly am) so I kinda spiced it up a bit more so I wouldn't come out to be such a heartless bastard. But please let it be known that death does not effect me. I am emotionless and do not feel a sense of loss for anyone. At least as of yet. Everyone is dispensable because I have only known people to fail/disappoint me. So I have no one to believe in. Everyone has weird quirky hang ups. And I hate hang ups.
I did a CMU study yesterday and had to watch a snippet of this film. It was a boxer on his deathbed in the locker room after a fight. The dude dies while talking to his kid or little buddy or something. It wasn't explained. So the kid is bawling and trying to tell the champ to wake up and went around telling the coach and other observers to wake him up. Then I had to write about how I felt if I was that character. I didn't want to go straight out and say "hell man, it's be a bummer but I wouldn't feel a damn thing cuz I have no emotions for anyone. And frankly, I was quite annoyed with how that kid was going around crying and telling everyone to wake up champ. Just shut the fuck up already and suck it up." Then the researchers will scratch their heads and wonder what the hell is wrong with me and think I'm a monster (which I truly am) so I kinda spiced it up a bit more so I wouldn't come out to be such a heartless bastard. But please let it be known that death does not effect me. I am emotionless and do not feel a sense of loss for anyone. At least as of yet. Everyone is dispensable because I have only known people to fail/disappoint me. So I have no one to believe in. Everyone has weird quirky hang ups. And I hate hang ups.