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i am sorry for ever mistake i ever made. it kills me to know i have hurt you this much. i cryed all last night about it and i didnt go to sleep until about 230 and then i woke up aroud 540ish. and then i started to think again and started to cry more. i know i dont deserve you and i dont deserve another chance. because i have screwed up so many time that why should you give me a chance. i am really sorry. i want nothing more then to be with you. but if you cant or dont want to i understand. i know i dont deserve it. i still want the chance to prove to you i wont do anything. but like i said i understand if you dont want me. i will call you today everychance i get. and i will see you later. i am hopeing before you go to work but if not i will see you at work. but i will talk to you later. i am sorry for everything. i love you