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[fukt_up_kid_]

i dont know whats been wrong with me latey.
it sickens me how lame this all is.
things just havent been going my way.
why is it that once things seem to be going great.
not even great. more then great. more like wonderful. amazing. anyother intense word.
and thing turns around and bits me in the ass and things just go down hill.
i always think about tony when this happends.
think about what he said to the crowd on that amazing night.
the last night of my life.
i dont know what im going to do without mest.
i feel so empty and alone.
i hate this fucking feeling.
but i just need to think about tony.
think about what he said.

"whatever happends. things will get better."

i will never forget those amazing words.