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I can fully say that my life is a complete waste. there is so purpose for me here at all. there isnt, so dont tell me there is. i dont wanna say the party sucked cuz it was my best friends party but it was really really frustrating to be there. i dont ever hang out with the people there so it was really hard to make conversation with them. like i was hanging out with kayla, ale, orion, cory, jonathon & alec more then anyone else, thats because everyone else was all dancing n shit and jonathon doesnt dance at all so i was like ok cool ill hang out with him cuz i dont either. 15 min till the party ended i wanted to cry, just because the end of my night was a total disaster. i barley talked to my crush. oh i said "hey", i laughed when he was dancing my himself on the dance floor, i hung out with him but didnt say anything. i mean what is there to say? i dont no!
my life is a complete fucking waste. i dont need to be here and im sure the world wuld be a better place if i wasnt here.