Yay me!
hey i just got bak from the pool hall it was fun! Twas me, josh, scott, n shaun. ok so i am a loser that went out with a friend n her 2 bro's but its cool. I dc so y should u? I'm proud of myself tho...wanna kno y?........ok i'll tell u. Paul called me n said he wanted me to come lay with him cuz he didnt feel well and i said no. :) Maybe not huge news to all of u but for me its big. Normally i would be there at the drop of a hat. But this time i told him i would still talk to him but that i jus cant let him keep hurting me. I told him that i thought it would be best for me to distance myself a lil more. He said he understood were i was coming from and asked me wut he should do to feel better. Of course i told him how to take care of himself cuz i still love him lots and then i told him to go to bed. I am so proud that i was able to not run to his side at his time of need this time. I think im getting a lil stronger. Awesome. well luv you all but ima go now. nite nitez