The horror The horror
Why me? Why me? oh god pleeze why me? Everywhere i go i see her face i hear her voice i hear her name. She is driving me insane. My hatred for her is so strong no one knows the hate i have for her. Funny how i never had a reason to dislike her wen i did but then wen i met my b/f i had a reason. She gave me reasons to hate her n the hate grows. I cant even go to the mall w/o her being there. Two fukin days in a row. Why Why must she always be there. Wherever i go i cannot escape her. It drives me crazy knowing that i have to be the bigger person n i have to be mature n for those reasons plus the fact that i dont want her to have the satisfaction of knowing really how irritated i am by her very existence. But the day will come wen she no longer exists and that will be the best day of my life wether me n paul are still together or not.And wen she dies i hope it is slow and painful. Nad i hope she suffers. May she get a paper cut on her throat n wrists n bleed to death with no fone to call for help stranded miles from all other human civilization were no one will hear her screams! N i hope this akes not only hours but maybe a day or two. Any way she just needs to move on and bother some one else. Or maybe she should try to get a bf that doesnt already have a GF. it mite be a lil easier to do then trying to break up couples n hoping that the guy would actually degrade himself to be with her. Wut kind of guy would put himself throught that kind of torture. ::shudders:: how gross i almost wanna puk. lol besides i will never let go of paul!! I LOVE HIM!! and should something ever happen to make his feelings for me change i am certain he would not settle for that disqusting pile of fat. I would never let him. So its time for u to stop talkin shyt stop dreamin n hoping that one day he'll be urs cuz it will never happen. NOT EVEN IN MY NITEMARES. I am prayin fro the day that she will be out of my life forever.