Lately
I have had the urge to hurt somebody, no one in specific, and for almost no reason. Maybe I feel its my right, I know it doesn't make much sence but I feel as if the world may owe me. I'm sure I'm owed jack, but I still wouldn't mind watching someones livelihood, their very spirit crushed to tiny bits. I'd love watching them wallow in the sorrow I caused them as I swell a bit with pride. Or maybe I'd rather beat the living shit out of somebody. To some extent violence isn't really my thing, I'm not very good at it.
Sometimes I cause myself to worry a little.
I think, I'm going to kind of wall up for a couple of days, become hard to get a hold of. I feel like a burden on people lately. Almost as if they hang out with me to shut me the hell up. Like they feel obligated, you know? I don't like that feeling, so I'm gunna try to clam up as to not burden people.
Sometimes I cause myself to worry a little.
I think, I'm going to kind of wall up for a couple of days, become hard to get a hold of. I feel like a burden on people lately. Almost as if they hang out with me to shut me the hell up. Like they feel obligated, you know? I don't like that feeling, so I'm gunna try to clam up as to not burden people.